Bunny
12-13-2007, 01:54 PM
This thread is about big change.
Not something like "Hey look I just changed my clothes!" More of "Hey look, I just changed my entire life!" The question is simple, the answer is a bit more complicated:
Have you ever gone through a massive huge change in your life that has worn you out and perhaps even depressed you to the point where you don't really want to do it anymore, even though you look forward to it?
I am going through one of these changes. It has several parts:
1. No more job. As of friday, I will no longer have a set job that will guide me in the direction that I need to go. I will be completely on my own, taking care of myself and I will have no help as I have for the previous year-and-a-half. This is scary but also liberating.
2. No where to go. Granted, I have four or five people that have offered to put me up for "as long as I need", but that offer tends to come with a silent limitation that is equal to or, more often than not, lesser than the amount of their patience with people. I am almost completely comfortable staying with a person for all eternity. Somehow I don't think these people actually meant for it to be that way when they made the offer. So basically, I am homeless but with a place to stay, just not permenantly. Whee.
3. No desire. I don't really want to go to college, mostly because I have absolutely no idea what I want to study and become later in life and I do not want to be in debt for the rest of it while I do something I only have a half-interest in, which is most things. I also hate to be in one spot for more than a total of eight months, this could be a big problem with school and also anything else in life. I also have no real desire for any career-type job. So yeah, what exactly can I do with all this desire?!
4. No internet. Won't have it. This thread has the privledge of serving as my goodbye. Cya later.
Not something like "Hey look I just changed my clothes!" More of "Hey look, I just changed my entire life!" The question is simple, the answer is a bit more complicated:
Have you ever gone through a massive huge change in your life that has worn you out and perhaps even depressed you to the point where you don't really want to do it anymore, even though you look forward to it?
I am going through one of these changes. It has several parts:
1. No more job. As of friday, I will no longer have a set job that will guide me in the direction that I need to go. I will be completely on my own, taking care of myself and I will have no help as I have for the previous year-and-a-half. This is scary but also liberating.
2. No where to go. Granted, I have four or five people that have offered to put me up for "as long as I need", but that offer tends to come with a silent limitation that is equal to or, more often than not, lesser than the amount of their patience with people. I am almost completely comfortable staying with a person for all eternity. Somehow I don't think these people actually meant for it to be that way when they made the offer. So basically, I am homeless but with a place to stay, just not permenantly. Whee.
3. No desire. I don't really want to go to college, mostly because I have absolutely no idea what I want to study and become later in life and I do not want to be in debt for the rest of it while I do something I only have a half-interest in, which is most things. I also hate to be in one spot for more than a total of eight months, this could be a big problem with school and also anything else in life. I also have no real desire for any career-type job. So yeah, what exactly can I do with all this desire?!
4. No internet. Won't have it. This thread has the privledge of serving as my goodbye. Cya later.