The real reason I wanted you to come with me is because I miss you. The reason I lie to you is because deep down you made me feel like I wasn't good enough. I that's why I will always feel that going with me alone isn't good enough of a reason for you to come. Meh, one day they will see. One day they will learn. Maybe I will too. If I don't get it out of my head it will bug me all day. So it's expressed.