jenovajunkie

When I was younger, hanging clothes was a long lengthy process. I would just empty the laundry basket and go at it. It wasn't until later on in my high school life that I changed my ways.

Today I noticed I hang clothes very systematically. I've been doing it this way now for quite some time and just recently I realized I have a system.

I dump the clothes and I immediately separate it into piles. Clothes to be hung and folded. Then I break those groups into smaller groups, ...

PINK PLATYPUSES

The real reason I wanted you to come with me is because I miss you. The reason I lie to you is because deep down you made me feel like I wasn't good enough. I that's why I will always feel that going with me alone isn't good enough of a reason for you to come.

Meh, one day they will see. One day they will learn. Maybe I will too.

If I don't get it out of my head it will bug me all day. So it's expressed.

Why do I get things that are presented in fragments? You know when you don't have all the information, or you understand portions; is it because of who I am?

Honestly like before it didn't bother me, until near the end of my undergrad. I found it extremely difficult that other people would see things and attach meaning to it. That one meaning now applies to everyone with that behavior/trait.

Now it doesn't bother me it just makes me question why. Then I realize the answer. ...

Okay I made it a resolution to become more active on this forum. I frequently have creative episodes and random thoughts, it's really cool. Problem is I don't write them down so sometimes I forget them and it's kinda hard to write when you're in the shower.

To be continued.. . . . . . . . . .