jenovajunkie

What's wrong with me?

I am being ridiculous. I found my self. It was in the god damn mirror.

Idiot.

Okay I'll give you the quick story.

1] i liked a girl
2] I thought she liked me back
3] However I let time pass
4] Then stuff got busy, and a panic attack hit me
4] I was in the middle of asking her out.....

And then realized she was never in to me
and felt worthless and stupid!
(She's a friend too, now I fear interacting ever with her)

This triggered an all time low in the depression scale for me. Although I could be relying on recent

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My first blog entry, it only seems fit to refer to my first big post. So when I came here, I fought endlessly trying to convince everyone psychology was a science. And then later figured out I was totally wrong, but failed to apologize for my naivety.
I said behaviour is what it studies. psychology: the science of behaviour. That's what my first year text read.

However, much like economics, the subject of study (the economy) cannot be predicted.

The fact is, I behaved ...