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Yesterday i went to a (try out) concert from Within temptation. and everything went better then expected!

we were about 1 hour and a view minutes early so the row in front of us wasnt too long. at the time the doors went open we couldnt even see the end of the line behind us!

once we were in the building we managed to get a very nice spot with a good overview on the stage, we were standing '2nd row'. luckely the lady's in front of us were no taller then 1,50 meter so we ...

im going to a concert of Within Temptation on februari 20.

but now im not sure if im exited, or feel like my money will be completely wasted :l

we are having '1st class tickets for standing places' and now im afraid that ill get pushed back, or that ill have to see the entire concert through the telephone screen of the guy before me :l

the telephone thing botheres me the most.
i really hate those telephones.. i already told my boyfriend not to film it, ...

My bf lives with me now becaus his school is in my town.

but i am getting so pissed with that school :S
they are the first to do that education in this town, so they are the guinea pigs.

but everything is so disorganised :S

- they had to get a schooluniform that costs 325 euro's .. yeah, we all have that much money in our pockets at any time
- lazy teachers. they literally come in 'i dont want to do this class today, go home' ... seriously?
...

i wanted to post this on the actuall date but.. ofcourse i forgot

But today is my 3rd year (and 5 days) anniversary on EOFF

jaaaj! lets celebrate!

by now i have made 1611 posts and 103 Blogs ^^

after intensive badminton in the morning and another 1,5 hour of training in the evening i have the baddest muscle sore you can think of

even turning in bed became a challenge.
and this morning i felt 80 years old.
i couldnt even walk proper :l

everything hurts!
even my ass hurts

my dad is retired (at the age of 55 :l)
and now he takes Badminton lessons.
i like that idea so he took me with him in the morning. in the morning there are 2 hours where you can just come and play some badminton if you are a member.

it was just 1 big grey carpet xD as a 20 year old i felt like a baby between all those 55+ :P
yeah well.. everybody else has to work or go too school

im not very socialy skilled so i was afraid that i would end up 'alone' ...

after 2 months of applying to jobs that i didnt really want, i might have found the right one.
in order to get some money i have to apply a minimum 4x in a month, and in all those 2 months nobody has called me work for them, even though i need a job i say '' thank god!''

but now my aunt pointed me on THE job that sounds perfect!
its in my field of interest and its 3-4 days.
wich is perfect becaus i dnt want to work 5 days in a week! there is more in life then work ...

Death is on my mind and its not leaving.

ive been unemployed for a good 2 months now giving me too much time to think and too less distraction.

some night 2 weeks ago i came to the subject Death.
realising that 1 day i will die and there is nothing I can do about it.
it scared me so much that i had a little panic attack and since that day i cant stop thinking about it.
at night, when im already more emotional then during the day, i can cry about it ...

i was playing a multiplayer on the ps3 and all the sudden i forgot how to reload.
just like that i couldnt find it :S while 20 sec before i had reloaded.

i tried all combinations possible but i just couldnt find it :S it was kind of scarry since i struggles for a good 3 minutes

what the hell brain.. what the hell?

if you are not familiar with the 2DS:
in pokemon you can battle with ppl. there will be a list with ppl passing by, if you are online that list wil exist of ppl being online and playing at that place at the same time.

But when i was in the train on my way home i didnt bother to get online when suddenly there was a bypasser :O.. since there was no internet connection it ment that there was someone in the area around me and our DS's connected.

ofcourse i was curious ...