Shaibana

Death is on my mind and its not leaving.

ive been unemployed for a good 2 months now giving me too much time to think and too less distraction.

some night 2 weeks ago i came to the subject Death.
realising that 1 day i will die and there is nothing I can do about it.
it scared me so much that i had a little panic attack and since that day i cant stop thinking about it.
at night, when im already more emotional then during the day, i can cry about it ...