Shaibana

as a self-motivation thing im going to make a list of things i want/need, maybe that will motivate me to get a job, becaus after 4 months i pretty much have given up.
and im not talking about stuff like a house or a car
but little realistic things:
- new bed sheets
- battery charger for my camera (or new camera)
i lost then damn thing and cant find it anymore :S
- usb with more memory
i have a 2gb that i use for music when i use my mom's car.. but its ...

i just wish i was an animal.
humans are the only species that MUST work to live.
we waste our days with work!

i am at the moment unemployed and searching for a job.
but the thought of workig 40-48 hours a week is not really atractive.
i remember from internship how 'burned' i was after a full week of work.
to me it just feels like all my freedom will be taken away... making money without having an time to spend it.
comming home, making dinner (in ...