Pumpkin

So far I have 65 games on the list and 29 reviews written up.

Games I have left to play:
Dragon Quest VIII
Dragon Quest IX
Legend of Mana
Xenogears
Atelier Totori
Tales of Vesperia
Skies of Arcadia
Tales of Symphonia
Disgaea

Games I have started, but need to play more of:
Final Fantasy IV: The After Years
Phantom Brave
Star Ocean: The Last Hope

Games I am currently playing (most of these ...

My work anxiety has become overwhelming and I'm supposed to work my first "long" shift today and I just can't do it. I just can't. So I'm going to go in early and talk to my manager about my anxiety and what's going on and I guess see what he says. I might get fired. I'm really trying though or I wouldn't even talk to him, I would just quit like I have been tempted to do. But I am trying, even if it doesn't seem like it.

So sadly I'm going to have to end this. I wish I could continue because its been so much fun but I just reached a point where I'm struggling to do everything I need to do, let alone fitting challenges on top of it. I had to cancel my concert tonight that I've had planned for months because I am just so overwhelmed with stuff over the next few weeks.

It was great and it would be great to continue but I guess what I don't need right now is added things to do. I made up the challenges ...

And the first thing I did is add $60 worth of video games to my amazon cart for when I get paid. What does that say about me?

In all seriousness I am very worried about my work place anxiety and some awful bank related stuff going on now, so I'm going to try a rewards system for myself. Work the job, try hard, and get a reward. So I guess the amazon list is kind of like a goodie bag to help keep me motivated. And I have a special Christmas present in mind for sharky.

I'm ...