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Sooo there's been blood in Jay's urine (he's had to get his pee tested 2x and both times there's been blood in there).

He has to go back to the doctor tomorrow for an MRI.

He's already been losing a lot of weight even though he eats -a lot-.

IDK.

I'll have his pain pills if they rx them to him though. ha.

.... Then again, I'm usually on my way to being drunk when I take pics of what I've made.

I've got some pics of stuff on my phone that I've made recently, but they're like. -Not- good. They're sloppy.

*dies*

Oh well.

On the plus side someone's following me now! ^_^ ...... That isn't myself, of course.

http://noxynomnom.wordpress.com/

Welcome!

When I actually -cook- some of this crap, I'll add pictures. WOOHOO!

I think I'll make one.

Yep.

Only problem is.. i never measure anything and i always forget to take pictures of the cooking process.

Then again, I hate when people post elevnty billion pics of what they're doing.

That's lame.

Whatever.

My very best friend (of nearly 20 years) lost her husband over the weekend.

It's incredibly heartbreaking and jacked up...

I've only met the guy face-to-face once, but I've spent quite a few years playfully arguing with him over the phone when he'd call me "Mouth" and ask -why- exactly I needed to talk to my best friend so much.

It wasn't that we talked a lot, we'd just shoot text messages back and forth and every now and then, and early in the ...

I can't deal with this bs.

Dude is in the Army , right. And he hates it.

Ok fine, you hate it, but it's still you're f***ing -job-. You still have to do it and you're stuck anyway, so you might as well freaking do the ish -right-.

Does he? Nope. He uses every excuse he can to get out of working - extends doctor's appointments, makes -up- doctor's appts. He even used my appt for my abortion as an excuse to get out of work and I didn't even -want- him there. ...

It's been over a year since it's been cut and the ends look like puuuuureeeee mierda.

At it's longest point in the back, it's just to my waist. Not to mention, I can tie that beesh up in a knot without any hair ties or bobby pins and it will stay securely in place with a little short nub of a ponytail left over. As much as I love my hair and I -hate- cutting it 'cuz it means I won't be able to do the bun/knot thing, but it's getting annoying. I also shed like a Newfoundland dog in the ...

..... That's fine. I'm not gonna put up with it.

This guy gets pissy 'cuz I bought groceries and spent all the money on food and couldn't buy him a GD pack of cigarettes .... When he lost the pack we had earlier.

And he continued being an asshole and I told him I'm not doing this in front of my child. I tried to be nice and make up, but he just kept getting in a bad mood again.

So I'm done. He walked out the door, wouldn't tell me where he was going in spite ...

We got here. And things went swimmingly with my dad & Jay before he went on his merry way to Dallas yesterday.

But my dad isn't in good shape.

I mean, he hasn't been ever since he & my mom had to retire and quit truck driving... That was his whole life and when my mom got her CDL and got in the truck with him, he was in 7th heaven - in spite of his assholey-ness. Getting to see the country and do it with my mom.. Yeah. That was the ultimate for him.

...

Very badly right now.

Are we on our way to Texas?

Of course not!

Because my "boyfriend" is a dumbass and thought it'd be a smart idea to get a 4 day pass/plan a trip starting on a day when he -might not get paid-, knowing that payday is usually on Friday and it's been a freak accident that he's been getting paid early the last 2 weeks.

There is literally zero point in driving 8 ing hrs just to stay for 2 nights. ...