.... I miss you. We're having a small service for my mom tomorrow. My brother got here earlier and we went to hang out with my best friend for a little while.. We got stoned and bought some pain pills and whatnot.. It was good. I forgot how much I love hanging out with my big brother- especially when it's just us... We talked and laughed and all that good hsit. But I have a lot on my shoulders regardless.. I'm the only one able to stay with ...