noxious.sunshine

My very best friend (of nearly 20 years) lost her husband over the weekend.

It's incredibly heartbreaking and jacked up...

I've only met the guy face-to-face once, but I've spent quite a few years playfully arguing with him over the phone when he'd call me "Mouth" and ask -why- exactly I needed to talk to my best friend so much.

It wasn't that we talked a lot, we'd just shoot text messages back and forth and every now and then, and early in the ...

I can't deal with this bs.

Dude is in the Army , right. And he hates it.

Ok fine, you hate it, but it's still you're f***ing -job-. You still have to do it and you're stuck anyway, so you might as well freaking do the ish -right-.

Does he? Nope. He uses every excuse he can to get out of working - extends doctor's appointments, makes -up- doctor's appts. He even used my appt for my abortion as an excuse to get out of work and I didn't even -want- him there. ...

It's been over a year since it's been cut and the ends look like puuuuureeeee mierda.

At it's longest point in the back, it's just to my waist. Not to mention, I can tie that beesh up in a knot without any hair ties or bobby pins and it will stay securely in place with a little short nub of a ponytail left over. As much as I love my hair and I -hate- cutting it 'cuz it means I won't be able to do the bun/knot thing, but it's getting annoying. I also shed like a Newfoundland dog in the ...

..... That's fine. I'm not gonna put up with it.

This guy gets pissy 'cuz I bought groceries and spent all the money on food and couldn't buy him a GD pack of cigarettes .... When he lost the pack we had earlier.

And he continued being an asshole and I told him I'm not doing this in front of my child. I tried to be nice and make up, but he just kept getting in a bad mood again.

So I'm done. He walked out the door, wouldn't tell me where he was going in spite ...