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I was going to post dick pics today, but not anymore. Also, I have called the police about my circumcision and they are on the way to my parent's house to have them arrested.

It's not really a good thing that I have an absurd amount of anger. I wasn't really like this in the past. I've been blowing up at stuff that really isn't a big deal. Today I was just....angry. Nothing happened at work. Nothing bad happened elsewhere. In fact, I am just chilling right now and about to play the new Zelda game again.

Anyway, I ended up watching a bunch of "bully gets beat" videos to make myself feel better/vent anger somewhere. I don't necessarily dwell on ...

Lately I've been letting stressful situations bring me down to a point where I just say very hateful things/look like a jackass. I was getting really good at letting things slide, or at least expressing myself in a more mature manner, but no, I got thrown under the bus at my work, so I guess everyone else has to suffer. I would worry about people disliking me, but I am not sure anyone could hate me more than I do.

Yeah, I'm done.

Changes at work once again. None of them threaten my job or anything, but they are still stressful. Also, a coworker of mine died outside the job last Wednesday night, and no one knows for sure what exactly happened. The two most major rumors are both pretty grim.

Work stress is one thing, but it's tough looking over at the station where the now deceased coworker was and seeing someone else there. I keep on expecting to see him walk in work, explaining that there was some sort of ...

Alright, so over the weekend I came on here and was very drunk. However, I was ANGRY drunk. This was due to not necessarily drinking too much, but having more of an intake of alcohol AT ONCE that I normally am I used to.

I basically was very cynical and negative in a few threads, and in chat, I was downright unreasonable and picking fights/refusing to listen to any reason. Someone could have gave me ten grand or something and I would have found a problem with it and snapped on someone. ...

This is one of those things that made me laugh harder the further I read into it. Some people usually get upset at these things. I just find it hysterical.
http://imgur.com/jQYb83Z

Occasionally there are days where I feel that I am an empty fire extinguisher. Others, like a leaf that slipped into a pee hole.

But I lack the motivation.

I wonder how much booze I have to drink and at what rate to get past the point of alcohol poisoning straight into death?

My grandfather has died. He was 98 years old. I honestly thought I have prepared for it, but I still cried. This sort of thing does not happen to me. I do not cry at death. Not since I embarrassed myself when I was ten at my great grandmother's funeral. Boy, did I make a scene there.

I didn't cry when my grandma died. She died at her home. Several family members showed up. She was lying there. I could only see her face since her body was covered with blankets and her head was covered ...