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Okay, there we go. This was tough work.

Some guy next to me let out a fart that went on for a solid 30 seconds. I wanted to note this here.

It's Tuesday and I am already burnt out from work. I am going to work more hours under many new restrictions. I'm starting to understand people who decide to eat a bullet when faced with a massive amount of stress.

All of what follows may sound very melodramatic, and I can't mention anything here (but not because of this place, for the record), but I just found out very soul crushing information.

It's come to the point where if I heard that a certain group of people were to have something unfathomably terrible happen to them, I would react as if I just learned a mosquito got squashed.

I personally feel fine. My personal life is happy. Just want to get that out there.
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When my sleep paralysis hallucinations will trick my mind into thinking that they are indeed real. Then again, the time I heard multiple versions of me talking to me from all points in my life, past and future, told me I could mentally jump to any time in life...that was pretty cool.

Hallucinating that some type of demon is aware that you can see into some sort of spirit world and it begins to snarl violently and inhumanely...not so cool.

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I was in the chat when fire_of_avalon talked about this obsession show she caught on TV. This episode was about people who were WAY into Cabbage Patch dolls. She described how far it went, so I looked up a clip of it.

It then became my mission to make the clip creepier.
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I made a post on Ambien last night and nobody called me out on it yet. It's not bad, but it is VERY out of place.

Anyway, sleep this week has been rough. The reason why I have to get to work early this week is because my QA partner's mother in law has passed away so I have to cover his time slot, which starts one hour earlier than mine. I reached my wits end last night and took ambien. I feel rested, but I am still going to take a short nap when I get home.

This is ...

I got a decent amount of sleep yesterday. I wake up for work feeling as if I drank a whole fifth of vodka.

Today I got less sleep, got woken up often by various things, and had to show up an hour earlier than normal for work today. I feel great.

How does that work?