Personal Life

I found out last week that my girlfriend is pregnant. Scary times are ahead of me.

I suppose I just want to address it so you all can keep up with what's going on in my life. I can't justify making a thread about it because where's the topic in that? "Have any unprotected sex lately?" Weird.

I won't be announcing it on Facebook as there are a whole lot of people I haven't told yet and that would be a terrible way to break the news, but also mostly ...

Surprise! I'm back.

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Originally Posted by Vincent, Thunder God

I agree that people have to adapt to those who are different or seem a bit odd/strange, it also falls upon the individual to then modify his or her own behaviour as well, as far as it is within their own powers and ability to do so - and usually a lot of it is.

Therapy is a viable option for those who can afford it, but be further advised that this too has inherent problems if your psychologist is inclined to kowtow to the psychiatrists and just

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I don't know what is wrong anymore. I must be trying too hard and yet I don't feel happy anymore, or at the time being. I must be having terrible mood swings as of lately. Some moments, I'm doing fine, then all of the sudden I'm feeling down. They don't last very long, so I'm glad that it doesn't get severe and takes over my life.

I think... I may need to take a break from the Internet for maybe awhile. I can't deal with this, and I don't know if I really need help or what...
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In alphabetical order.

Argo
A powerfully acted and intense historical thriller, Argo tells its tale with a sincerity lacking in many films of the genre.

The Avengers
Quick, funny, and action-packed, The Avengers is a self-aware anbd knowingly popcorn flick, propelled by its excellent special effects and charismatic leads.

Brave
A fresh, emotionally rich, and wonder-filled take on the fairy tale genre, Pixar takes an unfamiliar and classic ...

My friend asked me the most difficult question ever the other day. What my Top Ten games of all time would be. I wasn't able to answer right off the bat either. It REALLY got me thinking about what would define a favorite game. Would it be how much you enjoyed it? How much impact it left on you? How much playtime you had? All these questions and more kept coming to mind. Damn...

In the end, after an hour or so, yes an hour of thought over this of all subjects, I came to a conclusion. ...

Tags: confliction, controvery, favorites, puzzled

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Video Games , Personal Life

Jiro, Shorty, Araciel, Peegees, and anyone else.

I'm sorry.

Just chilling in the computer lab with my friend Lucy. Yeah, she told me to shut my whore mouth. So, I decided to just try my hand at this. Anyways. She is laughing. Right now. just laughing. As I type more she laughs more. wtf Lucy. Wtf the smurf smurf duck. Lucy is just silly... done now. I'll be super serious later, when she isn't around being stupid. My friend Hannah is freaking out about dinosaurs. Yeah, she loves those things. It really is adorable. My friend Kristen is just being all quite ...

Tags: death, lucy

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Personal Life

Old musings that haunt me until today.

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The human condition is quite an ironic thing, don’t you think?

When no one claims your heart, you’d do anything short of flinging it to the next person who crosses your path. When someone wants it, you keep under lock and key, shoved to where it can never be found without your consent.

The fear of pain is a scary thing but the want of love is something else entirely.

I’m ...

Tags: faith and pixie dust, the games people play

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Personal Life , Miscellaneous

So, since my last update I have:

a) Gotten nothing done on the Tactics journals, let alone got started on the Tierkreis ones

b) Written 0 words for the Vana'diel Chronicles

c) Come up with nothing for a new EoFF Audio Intro.

I have, however, played a lot of STO and worked hard at my actual job.

Okay I'll give you the quick story.

1] i liked a girl
2] I thought she liked me back
3] However I let time pass
4] Then stuff got busy, and a panic attack hit me
4] I was in the middle of asking her out.....

And then realized she was never in to me
and felt worthless and stupid!
(She's a friend too, now I fear interacting ever with her)

This triggered an all time low in the depression scale for me. Although I could be relying on recent

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