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			<title>Part of your world</title>
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			<pubDate>Tue, 06 Jun 2017 15:37:23 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[So there's this nagging issue I've had for quite some time now. It's a pretty abstract issue but one I think is pretty interesting and perhaps even important to share nonetheless. For many reasons, it has only become more pronounced recently. 
 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">So there's this nagging issue I've had for quite some time now. It's a pretty abstract issue but one I think is pretty interesting and perhaps even important to share nonetheless. For many reasons, it has only become more pronounced recently.<br />
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As some of you may know, I want to be a writer. I try to do as much writing as I can. I even do writing for a living, though as an SEO copywriter, it's not exactly that I have an opportunity to spread my creative wings as part of what keeps giving me the money I need to survive. So recently I've grown to understand more and more that this field really doesn't interest me, because I want something more out of life. I want to be able to make a change, to positively influence a great number of people, to (at the risk of sounding pretentious) let the song in my heart reach the masses. At a certain point I realized this is what I've always wanted. Futile though it may seem right now, as there is really a lack of local jobs that would allow me to do that. Especially those that would allow me to work in a language the entire world can understand.<br />
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Hi, my name is Patryk. You may think that spelling is weird. It's not to me. That's because, despite of what you may think based on my profile info, I am not actually from Zenithia. I am not from any English-speaking country, really. And at a certain point I realized this is a big deal enough to make me disguise that fact. Well, maybe &quot;disguise&quot; is a strong world. Mostly I just avoid mentioning it until it just comes up in conversation.<br />
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And yet, all my writing is in English. The only YouTube stuff I've ever done has also always been in English. This is due to the fact that knowing English very well because I acquired it naturally is the only thing I'm really good at. My Unique Selling Point, in marketing terms. Too bad that's never enough, and companies looking for English creative writers always stress the fact that they're only looking for <i>native</i> English speakers.<br />
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As a Bachelor of Arts in linguistics, I can tell you language has a profound impact on you. No language exists in isolation. Having it tied so closely to your upbringing makes you feel that you're part of that culture. It implants that American Dream in your psyche. You know you can make it big. You know the language that all the mainstream media use, and you know it really well. You can do anything.<br />
<br />
Except, you know, you can't.<br />
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Bilingualism puts you in an interesting place. No matter how comfortable you feel in either setting, there will always come a time that you'll be reminded just how much of an outsider you are. I'll be unable to grasp some of the mentality of my peers in my country and be unable to share of the little English-speaking-world-specific little jokes, but that doesn't mean I can't relate at all. It does mess with your head though. And at some point, you feel that you don't belong.<br />
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And then there's the English side of things. Sure, the Anglosphere is very welcoming of all foreign friends. You have the comfort of knowing that the entire world will speak your language, because you basically rule it thanks to you dominating mass media. And yes, I use the word &quot;foreign&quot; deliberately, because it's incredibly rare for a piece of mainstream media to portray an English-speaker as the &quot;funny foreigner&quot; trope. At times I'll talk with you all and feel at home, but then some little things happen.<br />
<br />
&quot;Wow, you guys eat some weird stuff.&quot;<br />
<br />
&quot;You actually sound a little German.&quot;<br />
<br />
&quot;Your accent is very slight, but also very noticeably Polish.&quot;<br />
<br />
&quot;What's it like living in such a backwards society?&quot;<br />
<br />
&quot;The EU? You guys don't even speak the same language!&quot; (Actually, we do. Yours. Believe it or not, most people don't have the comfort of being able to only know their own language and expect others to know it by default.)<br />
<br />
You're always the odd one. No matter how welcoming they want you to be, you'll remain the other. You're always that one person that comes from that weird country you've only ever heard weird things about that is some weird bizarro world where everything stinks and gays are running around burning your flags (or, alternatively, where public gay burnings are a weekly occurrence).<br />
<br />
I love America and want to be a part of it. I hate it for portraying my culture and any other foreign culture as something weird and inaccessible.<br />
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 I'm proud of my own country for contributing to global culture in so many meaningful ways throughout history, and I definitely feel it's the most beautiful place in the world. I also hate it, because it feels like all everyone can see about it is how different it is to what they find familiar.<br />
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I feel like I'm forever stuck with an &quot;I Want&quot; song stuck on my lips. Believing in a global culture that I can be a party of some day, meaningfully contributing to mankind's future. But then, more or less intentionally, things happen that remind me to know my place.<br />
<br />
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Still, I'm not asking for pity. I'm not asking for advice. I won't give up. There's a voice inside of me that's screaming to break free. To be heard. And I'll do everything I can to make it heard. So just, treat this as just one voice, expressing something that you may or may not ever have to deal with. Maybe my unique experience can somehow meaningfully add to your equally unique one.<br />
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So just don't give up, world. We can coexist, even if you make it difficult for us all.</blockquote>

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			<title>On FFVII (part of my Fmarathon rant)</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2016 11:16:49 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Decided this is worthy of being a blog-post, since it turned out to be a much bigger rant than I expected and I'm not sure the marathon's audience is really there for that kind of stuff :p 
 
 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">Decided this is worthy of being a blog-post, since it turned out to be a much bigger rant than I expected and I'm not sure the marathon's audience is really there for that kind of stuff :p<br />
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				<div class="message">Welp, got all the way to the Shinra building. I was thinking of barging in for once, but it just feels so stupid. I just had to take the stairs again. What sane person would just charge in, guns blazing, when there's a clearly safer, less-disruptive option?<br />
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So far, I can say that FFVII has definitely one of the strongest beginnings in the series. Though linear and story-heavy, the Midgar section of the game is incredibly gripping and memorable. Considering how Midgar is what I mostly remember fondly when I think back on this game, I'm kind of worried this is as good as it gets.<br />
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But I guess this is as good a place as any to devote to talking about this stuff - but what was it really that made FFVII so successful? Just today I saw the extended version of the FFXV legacy videos, which are basically interviews with random fans about their experience with the series. It included actual game directors of other games, like Bioshock, and they were all talking about how revolutionary VII was when it comes to proving what games could be.<br />
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And fair enough, the game is very cinematic, and as I said, it grips you from the very beginning, but honestly, it kind of has everything people seem to hate about JRPGs now? And it wasn't really the first to do a lot of these things. VI started the whole &quot;involved storytelling&quot; business, the battles are pretty much identical to VI only even easier, and the story has a very solid start, but becomes what many people describe it, &quot;convoluted anime nonsense&quot;. I mean, you start as a group of eco-terrorists against an evil corporation, oh but there's actually this evil hero dude who is even worse. Oh, and he thinks he's an alien baby and wants to... sail through space... by blasting the planet with a... meteor?<br />
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Don't get me wrong. I like the story of FFVII, I love the tone and the atmosphere, <i>especially</i> in Midgar, but these twists (that IMO kept things fresh and interesting, as you can't really say you expected what would happen by the end judging just by the Midgar section) and people's reaction to them doesn't really make sense. So FFVII gets a pass for being non-sensical on paper, but things like any Kingdom Hearts after I, Xenoblade, or any other modern JRPG get categorized as unplayable, overwrought nonsense?<br />
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I get why XIII got treated like this, since it really deserved it due to putting half of the relevant story in datalogs, but most of these criticisms nowadays seem to be based purely on prejudice, while Final Fantasy VII gets a pass because of all the nostalgia. And as much as I like FFVII, I think this is incredibly unfair.<br />
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Of course, there are many gamers out there who are JRPG fans and accept the genre for everything it stand for, but Final Fantasy VII isn't just accepted by JRPG fans, but by gamers as a whole, as an important piece of gaming history that revolutionized not only the genre, but the entire medium.<br />
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So I just wonder, do the people who loved FFVII back then and think JRPGs are trash nowadays actually remember the plot of FFVII? And I don't just mean the Midgar slum dystopia. I mean the planet-surfing, the Sephiroth clones, the cackling Shinra employees, the crossdressing, the remote-controlled cat-robot riding an overweight moogle-bot, the &amp;@#% room, President Shinra acting out some weird fetish with his employees. All the times that require you to suspend your disbelief so hard your eyes roll so far back your skull that you can see your brain. Because those are all the things people hate about JRPGs today, and FFVII had them all.</div>
			
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</div>And I feel that right now, as we are REALLY close to XV's release, this is especially relevant. Was FFVII's success just a result of circumstance? Or was it the passion of the creative crew that really made it work at the time, rather than the tropes that were acceptable then and have since become discredited? Can XV really become another FFVII, as SE are hoping? It seems different enough, and the passion seems to be there, but isn't the gaming environment too different now?</blockquote>

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			<title>Frustrations of the writerly sort</title>
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			<pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2016 10:13:21 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[So there's this thing I've been struggling for quite some time. I don't want to call it a "writer's block" because it kind of seems like an excuse for being lazy. And it usually doesn't last long. This is something that's been eating at me for a long time.  
 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">So there's this thing I've been struggling for quite some time. I don't want to call it a &quot;writer's block&quot; because it kind of seems like an excuse for being lazy. And it usually doesn't last long. This is something that's been eating at me for a long time. <br />
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I just kinda feel that I can't write anymore.<br />
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I mean, I still write articles for the site sometimes and I write other texts at my work, but it seems like, creatively, I've dried up. I'll come up with ideas and flesh them out and everything. Heck, I'll even start writing them. But at some point I just get blocked and I can't go anymore.<br />
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I want to tell myself this is temporary. I want to keep believing that I'm just tired (I have been exhausted for quite a long time now, so there might be something to that) and that I'll get my creative mojo back soon enough.<br />
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So this blog post is just another effort to get that stupid blockade out of my system. I want to believe I'm a good writer and that I can create so many stories that may one day become meaningful to others. Here's hoping I can focus enough to get stuff done and to keep evolving.<br />
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And thanks to all of you (you know who you are) who have been supporting me in cultivating this creative side of me. Alone, I don't think I'd ever be confident enough to actually start writing and post it for others to see. I'm glad you guys believed in me and helped me evolve.<br />
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Here's hoping I can overcome this.</blockquote>

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			<title>On story expectations</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2016 10:57:25 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[So this is kind of a general discussion, but the general rant I have is based on three popular 3DS RPGs: Bravely Default, Fire Emblem: Awakening, and Shin Megami Tensei IV. Sorry if this is chaotic, as I'm just writing this as it comes into my mind. Also, spoilers from the three games abound. 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">So this is kind of a general discussion, but the general rant I have is based on three popular 3DS RPGs: Bravely Default, Fire Emblem: Awakening, and Shin Megami Tensei IV. Sorry if this is chaotic, as I'm just writing this as it comes into my mind. Also, spoilers from the three games abound.<br />
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All of those games were very well received, though for different reasons. SMT is kind of here to serve as a neutral ground, as the evaluation of its story is pretty divided, whereas the consensus on the story of the other two is pretty much the opposite of what I believe.<br />
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So my general theory is that JRPGs have moved on from traditional stories but not in a way that would be expected (i.e. not relying on cliches and making new stuff). In a way, post-modernism now seems to be more and more en vogue, as evidenced by things like Danganronpa with its clashing tone and meta humor (and even <i>more</i> exaggerated in the sequel), and Bravely Default. This brings me to the first point. What Danganronpa is generally hailed to high heaven for, Bravely Default is slammed. On one hand, I can see why. The repetitions may have been interesting from a mets standpoint, as the player truly experienced the hopelessness that the characters did and it really drove home the main message of the game = that you have to keep moving forward, no matter what, without taking shortcuts - but then, it was a very tedious element of the gameplay and story. So here I can understand why that's considered a downside, as I personally am on the fence about this.<br />
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But it's the rest of the story that I really can't agree on with the consensus, and this really ties into Fire Emblem: Awakening. Both Fire Emblem: Awakening and Bravely Default rely heavily on anime and JRPG cliches, and yet, one is praised for its epic, incredible story, while the other is criticised for the very same thing, despite relying on similar cliches. I really struggle to understand why Awakening's story is so adored, as is really lacks a good structure and never does anything groundbreaking with any of its characters and plot elements. The support system is nice and all, but the role of the characters in the plot is negligible, the time travel twist is incredibly underutilized and underwhelming, and the villain is the most basic of basic villains. Garland had more depth. <br />
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Granted, Ouroboros from Bravely Default was also a &quot;MUAHAHA destroy EVERYTHING!&quot; bad guy, but the primary antagonist of the game is your exposition fairy from the beginning which is just such an awesome twist because it just plays with your expectations so much. Throughout the game you rely on her because you really have no other way of knowing that something is wrong and needs fixing and how to fix it. Then it slowly seeps in that you've been making the whole thing worse, despite making it better as well. Behind the cliched characters (that turned out to be very memorable and not so cliche after all in later chapters) is a story that deconstructs not only its initial premise, but basically everything we know and love about the genre as a whole. First, we have an evil atheist group picking on the innocent religious folk, which is a twist on the evil church trope, but then it turns out that not only what you're doing as you follow the teachings of that church is wrong and that the church is corrupt, which is a more typical trope, BUT THEN, it turns out neither side is completely good or bad and that people can coexist by talking to the members of the opposite faction and working together for a better future hand in hand. And that's just one plot thread and it's really smartly executed how it turns on tis head what we've come to expect from JRPGs.<br />
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Shin Megami Tensei IV suffers from another problem. And that's the exposure of the people to its subseries, Persona, clouding everyone's expectations. SMT by nature is very different than Persona, as Persona relies on character interactions in scenarios close to real life, where you get to know the characters from inside and out. The story of SMT IV is more focused on the world and the characters that make up that world, but in a much broader perspective. And that perspective works really well, IMO, as the terrible things that happen later you can really see how they impact the characters and their tragic friendships, despite us not knowing what soup Isabeau likes best. <br />
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Eh :gator:<br />
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I think that the reason why Danganronpa gets a pass and Bravely Default doesn't can be either the system it's released on, or the target audience. Or both, really, as there's overlap. Nintendo lives off simple games that reach a broad demographic, so perhaps a more postmodern approach is a bit too alienating for people just expecting a traditional fantasy story that Fire Emblem delivers? Or perhaps Danganronpa, being a visual novel, appeals to a more meta-liking crowd than a traditional turn-based RPG with an audience that grew up on, say, FFVII? SMT IV illustrates how the expectations can really influence that, as the people who did enjoy the story were fans of older, mainline SMT titles, whereas it was mostly the Persona 3 and 4 fans that criticised it.</blockquote>

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			<title>Character Appreciation: Junpei Iori</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2016 09:37:45 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>This is in no way an idea I stole from Pumpkin, no siree. 
 
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Junpei Iori is a character from the Persona franchise. He first appears in Persona 3 and all of its...</description>
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Junpei Iori is a character from the Persona franchise. He first appears in Persona 3 and all of its subsequent releases as a playable party member. He becomes a social link character as well in the female path of Persona 3 Portable, though he isn't date-able. He is also playable in Persona 4 Arena Ultimax and Persona Q. He is a Junior at Gekkoukan High, making him 16/17 in Persona 3. His persona, Hermes/Trismegistus represents the Magician arcana and he replaces Kenji as the Magician social link in the female path.<br />
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Junpei is one of the first people you meet at your school aside from your dormmates. He starts of very friendly, though he and Yukari seem to share a teasing relationship. Very soon in the story he moves in with you to the dorm, as the others discover he also possesses the potential to summon a persona.<br />
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Though friendly and easy-going, Junpei soon starts feeling inadequate and starts to question the leadership of your protagonist, regardless of their gender. Nevertheless, as the game progresses, he mellows out and accepts that you just are better suited for the leader, but that doesn't mean he can't be a hero, too.<br />
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Both in social link and out of it, we learn that Junpei has issues stemming from his father being an alcoholic. He also falls in love for a gothic lolita by the name of Chidori over the course of the game, which is another reason for him to grow up, as the tale is tragic on many levels.<br />
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Junpei is quite possibly my favorite video game character of all time. He seems like your typical easy-going friend archetype at first, but we soon learn there are many more layers to him. Even though his relationship with the main character can be strained due to his ambition at times, he becomes aware of his flaws and does his best to overcome them and become a better person, accepting that just because he can't do everything you can and better doesn't mean he's in your shadow and can't do anything to fix the world on his own.<br />
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I used the term ambitious on purpose. While lazy academically, Junpei is a man of great ideals that struggles with confidence and finding his place in the world. His loss later actually helps him accept that there are things in the world that we just can't help and it's still important to be the best person you can be, even if the person at your side still seems better at it. He learns to take inspiration from the main character, rather than trying to one-up them. Though I haven't played Arena, I know that Junpei later becomes a kids' baseball team coach, living the dream of inspiring younger people to do good.<br />
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Also, the completely platonic relationship he has with the female main character and how protective he is of her is just adorable and the social link really helps flesh him out more.<br />
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So, while Junpei may be a jerk at times, he certainly learns from his mistakes and becomes not only a true, loyal friend overtime, but also a great guy that really feels real. Junpei is one of the most realistically written characters I've seen in a game, and one that I can really relate too. For that reason, he is my favorite video game character of all time.<br />
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			<title>Creativity ramble thing</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 03 Mar 2016 13:02:04 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[You know what I'm tired of? 
 
People saying something must have been "made on drugs". 
 
I mean, it's such an ignorant and dismissive statement that really undermines the creative power of the collective human consciousness. Yes, we can create things that go way beyond what we could normally...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">You know what I'm tired of?<br />
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People saying something must have been &quot;made on drugs&quot;.<br />
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I mean, it's such an ignorant and dismissive statement that really undermines the creative power of the collective human consciousness. Yes, we can create things that go way beyond what we could normally imagine without the help of drugs, be it through teamwork or by one individual's highly evolved imagination.<br />
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The thing about imagination and creativity is that it is effectively limitless. Throughout our lives, we can hone it, expand it, so nothing is impossible in our mind. You <i>can</i> achieve a state where you can come up with something others wouldn't dream of and may consider it titillating/disturbing/mind-blowing/any combination of those things and more. It's amazing how much we as humans are capable of and I am so happy we have so many diverse pieces of art. They're a testament to how different everyone thinks.<br />
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One of the biggest paradoxes about humanity is that we are all the same in the sense that we are all unique. And art allows us to expand our world so much more by seeing the world from the perspective of someone else, as they have brought a little piece of the world in their mind to the collective. And then someone inevitably comes around and says &quot;this dude was on some serious crack, yo&quot; or &quot;I'm scared, this person needs therapy&quot;. It seriously diminishes the weight of what art really is about and sets a standard of normalcy, mediocrity, and thinking only in the confines of what is regular and realistic as healthy or achievable. Because everyone who comes up with this stuff is either on drugs or some messed up individual, apparently.<br />
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But I believe everyone has that little bit of &quot;crazy&quot; in their mind that they're just unwilling to admit, partly because this trope exists, and in turn this perpetuates it, creating kind of a vicious cycle of willful ignorance. Which is why I'm tired of this notion and I wish it could go away. Let's celebrate the creativity and weirdness and not dismiss it as someone's drug-related dream. Of course there are cases when people actually did create art under the influence of such substances, but it's still nonetheless not true in a lot of cases and only serves to undermine the true potential of our collective imagination.<br />
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So yeah. End rant. Art is great and we need more of it, and artists should all get the respect that they deserve and sadly do not get enough of.</blockquote>

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			<title>An interesting turn of events</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 22 Feb 2016 16:02:09 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I find myself in the midst of a group hellbent on taking over this world of "Ai-zon" that I have ventured into. For some reason, this turn of events came as a surprise to me, as I've never seen this timeline before. Mayhap this self-proclaimed "Time-witch" truly is behind it all. I'm curious as to...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">I find myself in the midst of a group hellbent on taking over this world of &quot;Ai-zon&quot; that I have ventured into. For some reason, this turn of events came as a surprise to me, as I've never seen this timeline before. Mayhap this self-proclaimed &quot;Time-witch&quot; truly is behind it all. I'm curious as to how this mechanism works.<br />
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While I had no interest in this world at the start of all this, I seem to have been allied with some very interesting people. This strange armored man strikes me as someone particularly interesting, as I sense some kind of raw, negative energy oozing from him. He keeps talking about some &quot;power of the Void&quot; - maybe he can teach me to harness it as well? I still need time to see who out of all these I can consider a true ally, and who will choose to betray me...<br />
<br />
The Witch plays a curious game. Apparently, an opposing group was also brought here to wage battle with us. I know no one of the other group yet, but I expect our paths will cross soon. And I believe I sense a familiar presence among them... The stench of the Goddess of Death...</blockquote>

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			<title>Changing faces</title>
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			<pubDate>Sat, 09 May 2015 11:39:52 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Now I know this may be weird to some people who change their avatars on a weekly basis, but Id grown very attached to my previous avatar, to the point of actually treating it as my own face here. 
 
But as I've recently shortened my name, I find that to be a good opportunity to experiment with my...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">Now I know this may be weird to some people who change their avatars on a weekly basis, but Id grown very attached to my previous avatar, to the point of actually treating it as my own face here.<br />
<br />
But as I've recently shortened my name, I find that to be a good opportunity to experiment with my look. Behold Edwin. I've been replaying Baldur's Gate recently and have this wizard in my party for the first time and I am having a blast. Edwin is so much fun on so many levels, I can't even put it in words. Hence, I went out of my way to find this lovely piece if fanart. Kudos to you, artist! :3:<br />
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I'll probably start changing sets more often now, to reflect what I'm playing. Might be a fun experiment, since it's been a while since someone has complemented my avatar :D<br />
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How do you guys go about picking and changing your avatars and signatures? Do you get attached and find it hard to change, or do you like to change often to spice things up?</blockquote>

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			<title>Um</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2015 05:02:52 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I accidentally made a blog post :| 
 
Help</description>
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Help</blockquote>

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			<title>The lion is on tumblr now...</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 01 May 2014 09:07:05 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[In case you were interested in my writing but couldn't be bothered with blogspot, I have just the thing! I have recently created a tumblr account, for all my writing needs! 
 
So read on and reblog! ;) 
 
http://writinglion.tumblr.com/]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">In case you were interested in my writing but couldn't be bothered with blogspot, I have just the thing! I have recently created a tumblr account, for all my writing needs!<br />
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So read on and reblog! ;)<br />
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<a href="http://writinglion.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">http://writinglion.tumblr.com/</a></blockquote>

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			<title>Parte Deux - Oh happy day! My writing blog is up :D</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2014 19:17:25 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[As you may know, I want to become a writer some day. So this positive life post is dedicated to the fact that I've finally opened a writing blog to post my stories and start building up a reader base. For now I'm posting stories I've posted in the writing prompts thread, but more new material is...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">As you may know, I want to become a writer some day. So this positive life post is dedicated to the fact that I've finally opened a writing blog to post my stories and start building up a reader base. For now I'm posting stories I've posted in the writing prompts thread, but more new material is bound to surface soon ;)<br />
<br />
I would really appreciate it if you guys, followed, shared and gave me any feedback, and I hope to keep you all as entertained as possible :D<br />
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So here's the link, if you're interested: <a href="http://lionswritingstories.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://lionswritingstories.blogspot.com/</a></blockquote>

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			<title><![CDATA[Fynn's positive life blogs, part jeden (one)!]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 26 Feb 2014 10:24:38 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I've come to realize my life is a pretty happy one. I mean, I've been going through something of a quarter-life crisis lately, but ultimately, I know there's a lot of people out there who have it way harder than me. Some of them on these forums. Some of whom have become my close friends.  
 
So,...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">I've come to realize my life is a pretty happy one. I mean, I've been going through something of a quarter-life crisis lately, but ultimately, I know there's a lot of people out there who have it way harder than me. Some of them on these forums. Some of whom have become my close friends. <br />
<br />
So, considering that, the fact that my popularity here seems to be increasing (seriously, 2 years ago most of my posts got ignored and now I've actually won a Ciddie), and the fact that I need to seriously learn how to blog if I want my writing career to  get started, I've decided to start a series of blogs dedicated to looking at life in a positive way, regardless of it's hardships which are plentiful. What's all this for? Perhaps I can make someone's day, or maybe I'll read some insightful comment that will make my day? Most of all, I feel the need to reach out to you people and hope we can all become more enthusiastic towards life in general.<br />
<br />
My wife have me an article to read the other day. I won't link it here because it's in Polish. It was basically a list of answers different people gave to a set of questions - how much they earn, how much money they consider a lot, etc. the answers were listed from those who had the least (a homeless man) to those who had the most (a CEO of some huge company, who wasn't even sure what his income was. My first impression after reading the article was pretty depressing. Aside from the richest man, everyone was dissatisfied with their income, and though that CEO wasn't complaining, he was aware he would want more anyway, because the more money he had, the more dreams he had, dreams that required money to be fulfilled. I think the worst comment was made by the woman who was the second richest. She was like, yes, I make a lot of money, but then I have to pay for my car, my yacht, my son's French university, my daughter's private school tuition and all I'm left is 7,000 for my needs, and I still need to do grocery shopping and pay my personal trainer, and I still want to go to Disney World someday. That seriously made me bang my head on the wall.<br />
<br />
Pretty bleak for a happy blog, huh? But then I got to thinking. Yes, we always want more, but it doesn't really have to be this way. The middle and poor people complained about money, but they still seemed quite fulfilled. The ultimate message the CEO had to give is that you need to follow your dreams. It's an painful uphill battle, a lot of blood may be spilt, but ultimately, even if we fail, we still dream and it gives us a drive and that drive makes life worth living. I know it's cliché, but I'm more and more convinced the journey is what counts. I'm not financially stable yet, even though I feel I should be. I mean, I'm already married for Christ's sake and I can't get a job. Granted, I'm still on my MA studies and have got a whole life ahead of me. I'm writing my book which is going slow as smurf but I'm writing it. I hope my dream gets fulfilled. I will do my best to make that happen.<br />
<br />
It's gonna be hard and I'll probably end up disappointed more than once, but isn't that what makes us Journey further?<br />
<br />
So what are your thoughts on money and happiness? Do you think your income is high enough? What do you hope to achieve before you die?<br />
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I really hope all of you guys have a nice day and I wish you all beautiful dreams ;)</blockquote>

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			<title><![CDATA[So I'm writing a novel...]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 20 Feb 2014 08:11:37 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[As some of you may know, I want to become a published writer someday, but I still think I'm kinda wet behind the ears. I really want to thank Scotty_ffgamer for starting the writing prompts thread, as well as all of the wonderful writers there, whom I've come to recognize as friends. The thread has...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">As some of you may know, I want to become a published writer someday, but I still think I'm kinda wet behind the ears. I really want to thank Scotty_ffgamer for starting the writing prompts thread, as well as all of the wonderful writers there, whom I've come to recognize as friends. The thread has really helped me grow as a writer, I believe. My style has improved and I've tried some new things I would never have tried otherwise.<br />
<br />
So, I'm writing a novel. I mean, I started before the prompts thread began, but it has helped me a lot. It's actually an idea I've had since high school. Basically, it's a YA urban fantasy book, but with a very dark twist somewhere along the line, where I really want to focus on the multiple characters I've created. I hope it all works out someday, but I know the chances are really slim, especially considering the pace of my writing. It's been over a half a year, and I only got two chapters so far. I mean, I have a draft of what the entire story is going to look like, so it's not that I don't know what I'm supposed to write. I just find myself incredibly blocked. I mean, once I start writing, I can write really fast, but most of my time is just spent staring at the screen with a blank expression, drooling.<br />
<br />
I just really hope I can get over this soon and finish this thing. I have plenty of ideas and want to write more, it's just that this block somehow makes me feel like I don't have what it takes and this is all a big mistake. I still want to keep hoping, though.<br />
<br />
If anyone is interested in what I've written, I've put the two chapters I've written <a href="http://home.eyesonff.com/timber-maniacs-hq/154665-fools-journey-excerpt-my-novel.html" target="_blank">here</a>. Also, any tips on dealing with my current state from all the glorious writers here are very much welcome. ;)</blockquote>

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			<title>So...</title>
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			<pubDate>Tue, 04 Feb 2014 09:28:14 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I just found out I can mognet myself. 
 
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			<title>Another dream update</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 24 Jan 2011 17:12:46 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Guess it'll become a tradition for me to post my most interesting dreams here ;) The last one was most eerie... It turned out the next book on my American Lit. syllabus was *wait for it* "The Empire Strikes Back"... Yeah... Anyway, I didn't manage to read it for the classes and there was supposed...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">Guess it'll become a tradition for me to post my most interesting dreams here ;) The last one was most eerie... It turned out the next book on my American Lit. syllabus was *wait for it* &quot;The Empire Strikes Back&quot;... Yeah... Anyway, I didn't manage to read it for the classes and there was supposed to be a test, so I went up to my teacher and confessed that I didn't manage to read the book, but have seen the movie a couple of times. I asked her if that was OK. She then yelled at me (which is weird, 'cause she's generally a calm person) and refused to leave her signature in my student's book... ;_;<br />
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Anyway, that was one heck of a dream, first nightmare in ages. :D You guys ever have any of these &quot;absurd school drama&quot; kind of dreams before?</blockquote>

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