Between both of our work schedules and my school, we see each other for less than an hour at night. Even this weekend I was supposed to go to a big family dinner, but I have to work.
What about your boyfriend?
Yeah, I just feel like if I were to disapear no one would really care.
How come? Like, you just feel like an outsider or something?
I don't know, I just feel so hopeless. I don feel like I fit in anywhere
Why?
I would. Argh I'm in such a rut today
I wouldn't want to be friends with me.
You dont like people like you?
All my favourite people went/are going to uni so I'm stuck with the people like me.