So when are you actually going to start your Top 100?
Yeah, but you don't think that because you're a nice person who thinks nice things about people. I'm a cynical jerk who knows how bad of a person he really is.
I don't think that, and I don't think you should feel bad about having problems. There's always someone who has it worse, but that doesn't mean what you're feeling isn't valid. I know I can't magically make things better for you, just remember I'm here if you need me
Don't worry about it. I'm probably just being a self-obsessed narcissistic twit anyway. There are plenty of others who have things way tougher than I do.
I'm sorry Skyblade I wish I had a friend solution for you but I don't. But I am your friend! That's the most i can do I suppose
You do have someone supportive with you now. Don't forget that. Honestly, your biggest problem with failing at the school thing would be a money issue. You aren't going to fail the classes themselves. Don't worry about that. But don't take out loans for it either. Find yourself a job, and make yourself valuable. Even if you're just working retail, that income will help, and you can prove yourself and move up. Don't move fast. You have a large future left ahead. Take one or two classes a semester, and pay as you go. Financial stability is more important than the schooling, especially since you can't eliminate school debts via bankruptcy (if it came to that, which it hopefully won't). I just... I just want people to talk to. You, Fynn, and maybe to other people are all the friends I feel like I have left. I'm so lonely and sad, and I don't know what to do.
Like the school thing. If it works out I can have a career doing something I want to do. If it fails, which it could, I'll be just as unhappy but you know, with like a crap ton of debt. That's not a fun thought. Not to mention I need to sort out something for my work related anxiety. Overall I'm just scared I'll fail because I always seem to fail. A few years ago I got my GED, my driver's license, had a decent paying job, and I was going to college. But because I was living with an abusive person I had to move very quickly and I ended up with no drivers license (they won't transfer mine), and no college and no job. I'm so scared it's all going to happen all over again. I feel like I fail at everything I do
The big problem is that I've run into about 90% of EoFF's population over in EoEO, and they all are obsessed with destroying my opinions, to the point that I'm afraid to post ANYWHERE on here. What sort of scary stuff are you considering doing? That doesn't sound like a good idea.
I'm sorry you feel that way. I can understand how you feel a bit about EoEO, I've been scared to post my own opinions there when they differ from the general opinion. I also have no friends or social life since I moved here and it feels very lonely. I went on Craigslist to find friends and I'm texting one girl but it probably won't work out. Overall I've felt pretty crappy about myself but I'm now considering doing some scary stuff to maybe try and improve my situation, although I'm scared if I fail I'll just be in an even worse situation and an even bigger failure Not trying to make this about me, just letting you know that I can understand a little bit how it feels to have no social life and I know it sucks. I obviously can't understand exactly how you feel, but I am sorry you're going through all that. Let me know if there's anything I can do or you can even PM me if you just need to talk or vent or whatever
