When I said MY PUMPKIN I was actually making an obscure quote from Frank Zappa's liner notes on "Absolutely Free." A lot of the album was about vegetables, but he was using them as a metaphor to people, just as he was using toys as a mockery of the government. Strangely enough, he was referring to his wife as his "pumpkin". The comment would later show up in the album Lumpy Gravy's liner notes under "Special Thanks."
MY PUMPKIN.
OMG DOUBLE USERNOTE. Originally Posted by FallenAngel411 Thats quite a long and strange tale, Vincent! The mew is mildly bewildered.. :3 Originally Posted by me in my usernotes Bianca, I know it's a rather odd tale, but I'm really glad you read it and I hope you liked it.
Thats quite a long and strange tale, Vincent! The mew is mildly bewildered.. :3
Speaking of Lunar (who officially is no longer my Archnemesis, despite me being sole Knight of the Order of the Mew) you can read my story, if you want, Bianca. I wrote it as a bedtime story for LunarWeaver (he asked for one) so here it is... I'm on part 3... it's about 5 usernotes up from the bottom, combined with a Church meeting. It's not my best material. I'm writing a much better novella, but it's too good to risk posting on a forum (it could be stolen). I'm thinking of publishing it when I'm done. The "bedtime story" is still turning out well though.
I am so happy that I have Friday off! I've got a PD day tommorow! YES!
Hey, you changed your profile pic! Looking good...
There are strange people lurking in your usernotes, Vincent. We see them here, and there, and here... :3
I've written some pretty personal stuff too, and sort of wondered if I should have or shouldn't have. I'm glad to know you're not worried about it: I was concerned at first. Maybe I shouldn't have brought it up at all. I'm sorry. I won't bring it up again.
I feel I have to depart from all the happy usernotes for a moment. I just noticed this; I've been reading the self harm thread extensively. Originally Posted by FallenAngel411 When I'm really stressed out, I scrape my nails down my arms and every now and then make myself bleed...its a weird habit...sometimes I'll wake up from a nightmare with my arms clawed up, so I guess its somewhere deep in my subconcious. I don't really think about hurting myself when I do it, though. The burning feeling just makes me feel better, somehow. When I was younger and stuck with my bastard stepfather I would take kitchen knives to my inner thighs...that was pretty much me messing with death, trying to see how far I could go without hitting that artery and making it all end. I think the feeling that it could end with one little slip gave me a kind of high...well...I'm a sick person, whatever. A little piece of me died when I read this. There are better ways to deal with your feelings, and you can feel better in other ways. Besides, you're far too pretty to go hurting yourself.
