they came from how i felt a while back,and i finished it today ^^
heh heh meaning what? that you didnt quite understand the meaning its cos, cos the truth never came out yet and like i said, its meant to hurt, pain is supposed to be there because it will always be made better thats ma style dudette....that really is the first one you know is cr*p compared to this one
you know what....i am having deja vu if a dream....which had cloud in it! mwahahaha i didnt get a word you had said,,,,i really didnt and, err...no i dont...i think the server or something is slow, really, really slow *sigh* but i want to write something that will be nice *sighbutwait* i thought of something cool and doesnt really hurt anyone apart from my mind as to how to get around this I have two different endings... one where i possibly (SPOILER)die (SPOILER)definately the other where (SPOILER)i live, he lives, you live, he lives, we all live, i have Lyona, though i had already had her but whatever and we are ALL friends, though it takes a, few years, but we all live together in happyness and all that
same ^^
oh dear...well yours truly means me...cos i love myself... but your death was also quite...movingly sad and sent me further into that dark pit of despair...... well....brother in-law means fate my dear do i really make myself that unclear haha....well someone didnt even wanna hear it! -~sad times we shall not bring up again~- you,have,email
that was how far i could possibly have gone well....i dont want yer story ta go cos i mean...so many things could have made me cry......the marriage......the song....THE BLOODY DEATH OF YOURS TRULY haha UT on rufus was fun, i think well......i, i have a better story now though...but now i look back upon it, and realise it will ALL almost just be about me....i need you in one as well hehe, i laughed about the whole hug thing and also about (SPOILER)(well i have quite forgotten now ) the......whole thing me remembering how we had stayed up and you actually listened to me reading the whole of my story, that really means something to me cos now i know you would actually care that much as to put up with my voice, and my writing and my brother in-law!!!!!!!hes one that will die, but i really dont know how *looks at cousin and cuzzy in-law for some assitance when dead* though i know my cousin may not do anything because she does not like to kill, but my cuzzy in-law AND his buddy my bro can help cos that bastard has to die what an achievement TOP IT love thee
heyheyhey!!! why the cant i? considering i originally did it i think i need to do it again cos that time didnt count pm you, why would people *not* pm you considering you dont have as many usernotes as you did have? hmm...well you havent replied to my pm and i keep waiting for it, GS, but i dont seem to ever get any replys.... are pms all that matter to you girl? well my fingers are certainly typing away fast....but are they fast enough? well....we shall have to find out....TOMORROW/some other day that i am online again...which, put it this way, WILL ALMOST CERTAINLY BE....TOMORROW page 31.....haha i just cant stop, finally in bed now though wonder what happens.... NOTHING oh that would be a shame now wouldnt it, maybe some things happen, maybe some things dont, i mean, wouldnt wanna rush it now would we? well, i know i dont and he probably most certainly doesnt....*sigh* always trying to *gasp-i realised something-* prove something realisation is that (SPOILER)i have said to follow the rules but will we? all in all... I LOVE THEE
ok...i really know i hadnt imagined the whole me-getting-you-to-400-usernotes thing, had i? i am rather p*ssed off about this whole thing...*sigh* but at least i have all my sig and my profile pic etc back again
for what being on the other side of town or loving how you cant see my despair?
well i am glad that please you cos it doesnt please me
