Bahaha you trade one demon for another. Ah, yeah, I'm not much of a city lover either. Apart from Paris, natch. I've only ever seen Cuneo in Italy, but I'd love to check it out proper.
I've always had mad anxiety - it used to be hidden under a layer of depression, but once that got better it starting rearing its anxious head. Not fun. Yeah, I was travelling with a friend who had expensive tastes - I probably would have preferred going to smaller places for a more authentic experience. Rome was okay, just... dirty and touristy. Plus I had food poisoning there so that may have coloured my impression somewhat :P
100%! Provably and measurably! I've honestly found I've developed a bit of social anxiety over the past couple years, which is no fun. I'm liking being a big strong boi though Damn, you did all the big cities! What was wrong with Rome? xD
Yeah I need to exercise more, I think it'll help with my anxiety. I went to London, Paris, Rome, Prague, and Budapest as well. Loved all of them except Rome tbh.
Nothing like getting the blood pumping to fix yer mood, to be fair! I hate exercise but I love how it makes me feel xD Ooh where else did you visit on Euro tour? I have heard that bicycles are the apex predator of the Dutch.
Wooooo! Exciting! That'll cheer you up Fair enough! Let yourself relax! I have! I was there for a few days during my Europe trip about four years back. Beautiful place and it's quite small so it's easy to find your way around. Watch out for all the bicycles though - they seem to be the dominant lifeform there.
Luckily I have some new TOYSSSS arriving soon, so am well back in the mood for good habits. I'm introducing some slam ball work into my workouts, and I cannot waitttttt I think I just need a bit of a break, tbh. Burning candle at both ends. Bahaha the answer is always yes. You're the one who's not travelling! I've honestly never been to the Netherlands, despite it being literally on my doorstep! Have you been before?
Ugh that suuucks. Hopefully the mood will pass, sometimes you just need a bit of time! Also, yeah, dating is a bit trout, so I don't blame you for not bothering with it. Can I come with? I love Amsterdam!
Bah, just general mopeyness. Haven't read or journalled in a month, and been a bit sporadic with workouts. Just been so busy and tired. Also haven't got laid in, like, 18 months but also can't be bothered doing the dating thing, so a bit of a catch-22. xD brb popping to amsterdam
Oh no! Well I'm happy to lend an ear if you need to talk about anything I'm a notorious grumpy bugger myself!
