I think existing is the best way to put it. I'm basically existing. Other than that, I haven't really been doing much due to combinations of multiple people wanting me to do very different things and I'm frankly so burnt out lately that I just go through the day to day motions. Other than that, I'm fine.
It's been nice to have my anxiety relatively in check too, nor letting it stop me from pursuing things. Although I did get stuck in Shinjuku station for a while earlier this week so what have you been up to lately man?
Sometimes that is just how you have to be. Don't think of the past or the what ifs and instead just continue moving and looking forward.
I'm a tad afraid of burn out. I feel like I've pushed too hard, too far, too fast and some spectacular crash is inevitable. But just like the terrific videogame Rocket League, I tend to do better when I'm flying by the seat of my pants and unable to waste time thinking.
Better than me when I was that age.
Not much to complain about. The whole chronic pain thing is a bit of a mess but I'm teaching game design at a university at 23 so I'd say I've done okay for myself!
Well that's good at least. Happy to hear things are going well for you for the most part.
That's the best I could have hoped for! I still have plenty of stupid threads but now they all take place in my head, and all my really good ideas get turned into paid articles so I do feel much better appreciated by people 'above' me
Well we do miss your passion.
I'm sure you carry enough weight; you've just gotten used to working too hard! It's nice to pop in once in a while. I get only nice messages and don't have time to let any bulltrout creep in.
