Whoa, thats some strong heroic feeling. I have had the same problem, yet you never know the whole truth. Like your friend who apparently lost it while she was blacked out. You don't know though, or you might. Hey, just focus on your classes. A new start can provide a fresh beginning. I hope you manage to build and grab a hold of new friends. Online friends are cool but real relationships are so much better.
My ex currently thinks she has the flu having thrown up last night twice. She's feeling better as of this morning. I'm supposed to start onsite classes tomorrow. Being around people more often should help me to get my mind off of my ex. She recently told me about a night out with her friend at a club where she got majorly buzzed and was nearly dragged off (he said he was taking her to his car) by a big burly middle-aged black guy. If her friend hadn't been their with her, who knows what would have happened. The story reminds me of my first ex who in high school had blacked out at a party and subsequently lost "it" while sleeping. Part of having a "heroic" urge is that I want to find this guy and beat him to within an inch of his life. I don't want to kill him because I'm a devout advocate of unreasonable suffering for one's crimes. I may just be stressing 'cause I'm nervous about tomorrow. I just submitted a final research paper to an online class I've already failed once. Hoping I passing grade otherwise lose my student aid and have to pay shtload for the classes I've already taken. If I actually manage to build and sustain friendships from my new onsite classes, I may not be back here for awhile.
How are things?
I wonder if you are "pushing too hard", the last thing anyone wants is to see you crushed in the end. But as long as you two are just having fun and know the rules, play on. I hate to be general, but someone almost always gets hurt. And usually it's the nice guy. But its something we all experience, at least the best of us. Have fun, but if the worst happens don't let it ruin you. She seems like fun though, and who knows how she's feeling about this. =) Cheers
Loved the film. Loved the day (and the night before). Pizza at Round Table, a long walk to Starbucks for frapuccinos (theater was just over the hill), after the film, I snuck into a number of theaters to check if they were good enough to watch, she was too nervous to follow. Boundaries... no. I kind of bent them out. My dad tells me I "pushed too hard"... as far as know, nothing's broken, but it was nerve-wracking for awhile.
O I see, and how did this someone else enjoy it? If you enjoyed it, then I am assuming it was reciprocated. Are your boundaries still firm?
Actually, I only told my dad about the trilogy thing. I saw the movie with... someone else. I'm planning to take him to see it soon though. It was still a great movie.
Catching a flick with your pops eh? That's good time spent well. Especially after the crazy holiday season! The part about the antagonists not being properly dealt with is always a problem. It's like not getting the complete picture, maybe the future movies will deal with it. I guess you may be like me, I look for complete stories to complete my own story, life. As we come to problems or territories we are unfamiliar (solving) with, we look for some common experiences to guide us. This may not even be what your thinking, and you could just be telling a friend about the great time you had. Either way I'll throw it out there for you to decide. Maybe I will see the Hobbit, it sounds like you enjoyed it! I think I'm too school for cool now.
I saw the Hobbit yesterday. Awesome flick. We're a little irked it's getting the "modern" treatment and being turned into a trilogy. My dad thinks it's cool though. It means the story comes off as longer than it was originally interpreted. However, it felt by the end that none of the main antagonists had been dealt with and that really made me sore.
I'm happy things worked out for you, see I told you she isn't all that bad.
