Conversation Between Evastio and demondude

By letting go of that bitterness and secrecy, and holding on to hope and determination, I've never felt so free and at peace. I don't think I'll ever go back to being the old me, even if it means being guaranteed a Ciddie or two. I'm staying this way for me, my family, and my friends. Well, forget friends. Friend or not, I want them to see this side of me, and hope that I can light up their life, even a little bit, by showing my kindness to them.

...drat. That sounds like it was ripped straight off of some anime or movie. But it's true.

I'm just not posting there to prove Old Manus wrong.

...also, I've cut down on the secrecy and seriousness. I thought it was the real me, but it turns out it only felt that way because my life was hard and I was letting myself get upset.

I've learned that when your best isn't enough, there's no solid answer to what you should do, but what you shouldn't do is stay in the dirt feeling sorry for yourself. You've got to get up and decide if you should turn back or keep going, and make that decision quickly. Your life doesn't have all day to wait for you, after all.

If you were just joking about it, sorry. I tend to be really serious at even just the slightest hint of my morals being attacked.

As a Catholic, I believe it's unnatural since not only does it not cause reproduction, but also animals don't even do same-gender sex.

As I once said before, "I'd rather have my stick chainsawed off than stick it into another man."

Cut that out already.

I do not "swing" both ways.