noxious.sunshine

Ever since I've been back to Tennessee, it's been non-stop with my ex.

First it was the arguing like always - him blaming me for everything (including when he stabbed me in the foot with his fork. Yeah, it really hapened. Long Story), telling me he "knows everything" (read: I supposedly cheated on him like 1029 times. Not true. Never happened. Whatever), blah blah blah.

Weeelllll He brought me my stuff he'd put in storage, we didn't talk, but he helped me bring it all up and left.
He'd forgotten my kid's car seat and a few other things. It took me a week of texting him and finally threatening to call the cops and send them to his work if that's what I have to do to get the rest of it back. Got a response out of him -quick- at that point.

So he got off early one night - the Roomie had gotten deployed that morning & the BF was gone in the field for the week for training. My ex showed up with the rest of my stuff and like.. Beer.

And surprise surprise, he actually -apologized- for everything. ....And then kept trying to hook up with me. I finally just made him leave 'cuz he was complicating things and I couldn't stop crying at that point.

But, ever since then, he keeps texting me like "I wanna hook up with you" and "I wanna see you" and I'm like "For what? You said you hated me, I'm an evil b*tch, you never wanted to see me again, you're with someone else, blah blah blah"

He said he was just messing with me about having a GF.

But anywho. So like repeatedly he texts me and then he's all "I think I miss you. You're different now." and I'm like "Yeah. I'm different. I'm with someone else and you thought I'd just wait around and beg and beg and beg and since I'm not, it's kinda making you crazy."

So after the 019238109382x turning him down to hook up or whatever, he finally tells me, "Oh yeah. That Italian girl? She's my girlfriend now. I think we're gonna get married soon."

......... Dude really knows how to get under my skin. While I know that's all a bunch of BS 'cuz he was adamant about not wanting to get married again much less have another girlfriend, I still couldn't help getting upset over it. Why? Cuz he & I were engaged and it was awful when he broke up with me.

I finally just told him to delete my number and leave me alone. And that I hate him.

Like... You're -33- effing years old and you -still- wanna play these stupid Middle School games with me? I don't do that sh*t. That's like my number 1 thing. I don't play around like I see so many other people do. Like when girls tell their guys "Yeah! Go out with your boys!" when they -really- mean "You -better- not go. I'll never speak to you again." and then that's what happens.

If I don't want my BF to do something or go somewhere, I'll tell him up front & he better listen to me.

But I digress.

He kept bugging me, saying that he didn't want to hurt me and didn't want me to hate him. I just told him that A.) I know he's lying about a girlfriend, because he supposedly isn't a cheater - especially if he's planning on marrying this stupid bitch and B.) If he -does- have a GF, he should probably go have sexy time with her and make -her- give him head instead of bugging me. And that if they're getting married, he should be honest and tell her about what kind of a cheating bastard he really is... That way she's not stupid enough to go through with marrying him.

IDK.. Like I said. I shouldn't care. But I can't help it.