They call me Proto.

I honestly feel like such a terrible person. I think I might need a quick break and go away for awhile, let things cool down so I can feel a bit better about myself. It just that my presence online is just making me feel horrible about myself. *sigh* I'll work something out, hopefully. I don't know.

For serious, I make these kind of blog entries too much. Perhaps I should have a resolution for next year to stop thinking negative and always have a more positive attitude.