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So on top of my tail bone -still- hurting and my inability to sit up for longer than 10 minutes at a time, I've been lucky enough to start the monthlies.

Sorry. Gross. I know.

And along with that comes the even worse than usual lower back pain and my knees getting slightly swollen and hard to deal with (more pain. From an accident my mom and I were in when I was 19).

Packing has to get done today.. Along with printing off my planes tickets at the laundromat down the street and checking in for my flight so that I can be in the first boarding group.

My suitcase is stuffed way in the back (side?) of my closet - behind a couple of boxes that I decided were unneccessary to unpack. Our closet is weird. It's got a normal sized door frame and doesn't look like much, but it extends about 6 feet to the left. Which means I have to get all the way inside of it to get the suitcase.

On top of that, I stuffed a bunch of clothes that I don't/ can't wear right now in it to save space. I'll have to find somewhere else to put them. Nevermind the 3 other boxes & 2 laundry baskets that still have yet to be unpacked and sorted through. It's quite frustrating. I wasn't able to oversee the rest of packing before moving to NYC, so a lot of junk and trash made it here with Jay. Nit to mention the laundry baskets that were just haphazardly filled with all little things that are gonna take forever to find homes for.

I'm really wishing that instead of the wire shelves we bought, we'd gotten the set of wooden "block" style shelves- the kind that holds the colored fabric boxes. There would've been more shelves & it would've looked much neater & made it easier for me to just toss the little junk stuff in and hide the fact that it's not really organized. Oh well.

Anywho. So on top of all that, there's my not having a photo ID, worrying about TSA giving me a hard time with it, and the full body scanner.

Can that thing see a tampon up in my coochie? If not, can it see the string? That's a little embarrassing. I tried googling it, and apparently they can't, but I read a horror story about a woman who wore a pad that the scanner picked up and she was pulled to the side for a pretty invasive and humiliating public pat down that left her in tears and stressed out & upset. She'd also been sexually assaulted before, so that made it worse.

Maybe I'm over thinking things, but as a non-frequent flier, security makes me a nervous wreck. Good thing I'm getting dropped off a million hours before my flight is due to leave, I guess. I don't want Jay to miss another class (he's missed 3 this semester), though, so I'm going to be at the airport at like 7 or 7:30 a.m. .. My flight doesn't leave until 11:50. Blanket, Teddy, and a pillow are going in my carry on and I fully plan on taking a good nap somewhere. Maybe. LGA is pretty gross from what I saw, though, so idk. It may not happen. Also, I'm not sure how LGA is. Philly airport won't even let you go in to go through security until 2 hours before your flight. Or that's how it was the one time I was there.. in 2009.

And of course, I'm really worried about how I'm going to be able to handle sitting up and be in the same position for 2.5 hrs. .. And having to sit up for longer periods of time when I get home since my dad mans the couch all day and Parker will be there with me.

I've come up with a pretty good white lie as far as my ID goes... I'll just say I was switching purses & forgot to put it back in. Lame, I know. But my dad knows I can be a pretty major dingus like that sometimes. He won't think much of it. Or I can say it fell out of my back pocket in the car and I didn't realize it. Whatever.

I was planning on spending this week working on -not- smoking, but Jay said he wanted to wire me $$$ on Thursday to get a carton of cigarettes since they're so much cheaper in TN. Our smoking habits have gotten way out of hand. It's like my mom has possessed me or something.

So there's that. The kitchen bit needs to be straightened up hardcore today. Hopefully I can get Jay to do it for me. I feel bad asking him since he's done so much for me the past week, but I just can't move much.

And we're supposed to get 3" of snow tomorrow norning. I'm kind of bummed. I wasn't planning on packing a coat.. It's going to be nice in Nashville all week and nice here when I get back (supposedly). I still may not. I'll just have to see. There's no sense in taking it if I'm just gonna wear it once, really.

Anywho. Back to sleep for a little while before I make myself get up ti do things..
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  1. Shorty's Avatar
    I... don't think you will be able to get through without a photo ID.
  2. Jinx's Avatar
    Shorty's right. If you are over 18 and don't have an ID, they won't let you through.