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HEY GUYS WHAT'S SHAKEN?

SO AS MOST OF YOU KNOW OR MAYBE DON'T I HAVE BEEN A MEMBER HERE FOR 8 YEARS NOW, WOW TIME FLIES HUH? ANYWAYS THAT'S JUST AN ARBITRARY NUMBER I THREW IN THERE FOR GOOD TIMES SAKE, HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING TODAY? WELL, TODAY I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF ANYTHING. I SAT AROUND IN MY OWN LITTLE HUFF BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE BEING STUPID AND I'M A MILLION MILES FROM WHERE I WANT TO BE BUT I HAVE TO BE HERE. YOU SEE MY HUSBAND'S MOM WAS DIAGNOSED WITH BREAST CANCER TWO WEEKS AGO, SHE'S LUCKILY CAUGHT IT AT AN EARLY STAGE SO THAT WAS GOOD. WE ORIGINALLY CAME DOWN HERE BECAUSE WE WERE LIVING IN A ROACH INFESTED HELL HOLE AND WE NEEDED TO ESCAPE. WELL WE DID.

ANYWAYS BACK TO ME, I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND TRYING TO BE EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE. MY OTHER HALF IS TRYING TO REMAIN STRONG THROUGH ALL OF THIS MOM STUFF, AND I AM TRYING TO REGAIN WHAT LITTLE COMPOSURE I STILL HAVE LEFT FROM THE YEARS OF CRAP I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH. MEANWHILE MY MOTHER WHO SEEMS TO SEE DOLLAR SIGNS WHENEVER I CALL OR TEXT HAS BEEN ON WHAT SEEMS LIKE A DRUNKEN/WHATEVER RAMPAGE BECAUSE MY FATHER WHO WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A YEAR AND A HALF WITH SOME KIND OF RARE AUTO IMMUNE DISEASE IS TREATING HER AND MY BROTHER LIKE CRAP. SHE WANTS ME THERE, AND I HAVE TO BE HERE. ITS COOL HUH?

SO HERE I AM, ROCK. HARD PLACE. ITS PRETTY COOL HONESTLY. I MEAN IF I NEEDED ANYMORE PRESSURE IN MY LIFE TO SUCCEED AND BE WELL WHILE HURDLING EVERY OBSTACLE THROWN IN MY EFFIN WAY I WOULD PROBABLY BE IN THE OLYMPICS. I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION IN MY LATE YEARS THAT YOU CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE IN LIFE, AND IF YOU TRY YOU WILL END UP DEAD.

SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME HERE, ON CHAT OR ON FACEBOOK I HAVE SUCCUMB TO INSANITY.

HAVE A GREAT DAY!
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  1. Jiro's Avatar
    Take care of yourself, man.
  2. Shorty's Avatar
    hope it gets better for you, man