I'm not doing well.
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, 09-27-2011 at 10:51 PM (1245 Views)
I have had limited time for sleep. I get home at 10pm (11 on mondays) and then I have to make dinner and then go to bed. By the time I get to bed it's generally pretty late and then I have to wake up early to go to work. I WAS supposed to work from 7am but they switched me to 6 am. It takes me about 40 minutes to walk there so I have to get up at 5 at the latest. 4:30 if I want to shower. My feet hurt like heck. I work until 1pm, unless I have driving lesson, then I finish at 11 and have a driving lesson from 11:30 - 1:30. My bus to go to school leaves at 2pm, then I'm stuck at school all night.
I also havn't been eating well. By the time I get back after work, I have to scarf down something really fast so I don't miss my bus. I don't have much room for a lunch and I don't want to be carrying another bag with the busses and walking I have to do so I pack light snacks that don't fill me up. Then I make something quick for dinner so that I can get to bed.
My relationship is seriously suffering right now. I try to spend time with him when I have the extra time but then I'm stressing because I feel I should be cleaning or doing homework or catching up on my sleep. The one weekend I have off is the 8th of October because it's the Thanksgiving long weekend so my mom is flying me over there on Saturday, then I get back on Tuesday and am heading straight to school so it's going to be hectic. On top of that that Tuesday (the 11th) is our five year anniversary and we will only get like an hour together that night.
My moods are completely unbalanced right now. I get sad really easily and I keep getting this re-occuring feeling that no one would care if I was gone.
Anyways, that's all for now.