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All of what follows may sound very melodramatic, and I can't mention anything here (but not because of this place, for the record), but I just found out very soul crushing information.

It's come to the point where if I heard that a certain group of people were to have something unfathomably terrible happen to them, I would react as if I just learned a mosquito got squashed.

I personally feel fine. My personal life is happy. Just want to get that out there.

Anyway, I may have had my fits of negative emotions throughout the years, but I assure you that certain events has transpired in recent months that has led to me to conclude that, as cliche' as this sounds, I have little to no faith left in people or the way things are headed both in the small or big picture.

If I could manifest how I feel about certain things into a physical being, a psychotic cataclysmic event would tear apart everything I love and hate at the same time.

Other than that my day sucked.
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  1. Shaibana's Avatar
    i honestly have no idea how to react on these kind of posts
    my guess is that the 'certain group of people' would be your family?
    maybe i sound cruel but if a certain person in my family would die than i (atm) cant inmagen i would cry... but than i again i problably cant really inmagen how it would turn out if that person died..


  2. Sephex's Avatar
    This post wasn't pertaining to my family. I could never be upset with any family member of mine. Like I said, I can't really talk about it here. I'm not in any trouble, but...just very disillusioned. I had to vent SOMETHING at the time I wrote this. Should have added that if anyone really wants to know, just PM me and I will say what it relates to.