"Existence is random."
by
, 03-29-2012 at 07:35 PM (2125 Views)
All of what follows may sound very melodramatic, and I can't mention anything here (but not because of this place, for the record), but I just found out very soul crushing information.
It's come to the point where if I heard that a certain group of people were to have something unfathomably terrible happen to them, I would react as if I just learned a mosquito got squashed.
I personally feel fine. My personal life is happy. Just want to get that out there.
Anyway, I may have had my fits of negative emotions throughout the years, but I assure you that certain events has transpired in recent months that has led to me to conclude that, as cliche' as this sounds, I have little to no faith left in people or the way things are headed both in the small or big picture.
If I could manifest how I feel about certain things into a physical being, a psychotic cataclysmic event would tear apart everything I love and hate at the same time.
Other than that my day sucked.