Mr Twisticles

What, the actual smurf is with people nowadays?
Did we all just kind enter this era where someone can just smurf someone else over, with no care of the consequence of their feelings?
It drives me smurfing crazy how this is happening, I've got friends, coming to me and getting down, because someone in their life decided it would be fun to treat them as though they would be impervious to the hurt they would bring to their life.
Does no one appreciate the damage they can cause by, I don't know, for an example, leading someone on and then dropping them for the next big thing? What's the smurfing point in that? You toy with someones emotions and scar them! Then, when someone genuinely shows an interest in them, unlike how you did, they feel they're not worth anything but you? It makes me smurfing sick to my stomach!
Whatever happened to good, old fashioned boy meets girl, boy meets boy, girl meets girl? Why the smurf is it now boy meets girl but smurfs off to another girl to smurf off to another girl? And vice versa?
People need to smurfing grow up, peoples hearts weren't made for being played with, just cause you're an attractive prick.
*insert angry face here*
Another thing that pisses me off, is people reliability to get paraletic to have a good time. I can understand having a drink every now and again, I enjoy a drink, albeit rarely, but why do people have to get blind drunk to qualify having a good night? I'm not being funny, but vomiting, stinking like and being hung over the next day and not remembering a thing about the night before, does not constitute a fun night to me.
Not to mention the innocent bystanders that get pulled into fights or worse because some drunken idiot thinks they're looking at them funny. That pisses me off. It's the same with domestic violence. Blame it on the alcohol. smurf off you prick, if you're violent, it may well be just the drink, but you're a smurfing idiot for getting that far drunk!
What grinds my gears is smurfing peer pressure bastards that try to pull other people into doing it too. I'm not being funny, but if someone doesn't drink, or like being drunk, don't force them you prick! People can choose for themselves!
*insert mixed feelings face here*
Sometimes, I wonder what the point in all of this is anymore. I lead a relatively comfortable life, but, something's missing. Be it person or material, it hurts and it's only further smurfing me off from my above point about bellends who think they can have it all. It just bugs me.
I often sit and wonder what would have happened if I had up and left, and stayed away. I wouldn't have the band, that's for sure and that would suck. I wouldn't have the guys from the band either.
However, the puzzle peice has been taken away and it's no longer in the box. So I'm filling it with shapes that don't fit. Hmm. :/
I am happy -sometimes-, I'm not that miserable bastard I once was when the she-devil had her vice grip on me.
I guess I just need to keep busy, but I'm running out of things to keep me that way now. Band practice once a week. Seeing Mike rarely what with extra work to fund the band. Hmm. :/ Let's hope I get that job.
But one thing I do miss -more than anything- Is taking night time strolls. Under the stars.
I just can't bring myself to do it recently.