Dixie
is holding an ORB
Pantstastic

He's talking to me right now.

But I still feel dead.

you're not dead to me, not to all these people who have cared enough about you to post in your user notes!
(i'm the living dead, it's worse)
reach out to the magic roundabout, he's a great talker, and a great listener too

I just feel so dead to everyone. I try as hard as I possibly can to reach out, and I do, but.......No luck.

hey hey hey, take it easy on yourself.

Even the cool guys had it rough to start, they still got it rough now.

And you're not selfish for this, when i was depressed i felt the exact same way, but believe me, your not being selfish, and your friends wont think it either, they'll do everything they can to make you feel better. All you have to do is spill the magic beans to them and they'll understand your situation better and be able to help you, even if it is just the occasional hug.

Every little helps when your depressed, so i hope this does *hug*

I guess I don't exsist anymore. I don't have a personality that stands out. People look for great personalities.

That's why no one notices me.

Then why do people like to not notice me?

IT JUST FEELS LIKE I'M SO NON-EXSISTANT AND ALONE! IT'S THE WORST THING EVER, ESSPECIALLY WHEN I'M REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED!

I think I better stop worrying about me. I'm so selfish.

it can be cured, all it takes are some good, strong friends you can rely on - just finding them is the problem, and a little bit of self esteem. You just need to pick yourself up a bit. I used to be a bit like that, no one knew who i was, everything i did was shunned...I'm not funny, smart, intelligent or the rest of it, not even brave enough TO laugh at the face of danger. People laughed at me in pity, and it hurt bad.

That's why i encouraged myself to branch out of my little shell and find some new friends. Honestly, as long as it takes, when you do find those friends, that time will just melt away as if they were there all your life, just trust in yourself.

I hope this helps you, if it doesn't, just stalk me

This has been happening for a while now, but it has really gotten bad. It can't be cured.

This makes me really sad Dixie. Well, you know you can always reach my PM, if anything.

What?

EDIT: I think I know what you mean now. And if it is what I think it is, then:

IT HASN'T EVEN HAPPENED YET!

(And don't give me that PMS crap, either!)

It's that time of day again!