Dixie
is holding an ORB
Pantstastic

I wish I could post a thread. I wish people would tell me the truth about me. You know they won't say anything bad about me. All of them will say something nice, even though they would be lying. My thread would be closed. My life is meaningless to so many people. I can't make a difference in anyone's life.

I figured as much. I knew that no one would be able to say anything.

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Everyone....except for a few people......forget me.....It feels like I'm nothing. It's like I'm dead......and no one remembers me. I'm worthless.....to people. And no, I am not making a thread about this. Sorry, but I annoy people enough as it is. They don't care about my depression. They care about themselves.Hmmm.....I could die right now. No one except for my friends and family, would care. Not a bit. My death thread would have only 10 posts in it, and then I'd be forgotten. I'm not worth it. It feels like I'm not loved here. For the first few days I was here for, I felt loved, but after that, I'm nothing. I'm not good enough to win anything, either. I'm not cute, funny, I'm just.....nothing. I should win a Ciddie for "Most likely to be forgotten." I should win an award for "The member that's worth nothing." I'm not even in the wiki. I guess I don't belong here. Maybe I sohuld just stop going on th internet and find somewhere where people accept me. I highly doubt there is such a place in this horrible world. Maybe I should just die. Wouldn't that take a load off of everyone's shoulders? I'm sure it would. I'm sure that everyone would just be like, "Oh, she died. Okay." Burn me alive. That will make people happy. No one wants to see my ugly face. In this superficial world, I'll never make it. Maybe I should take a bottle of sleeping pills and then I'll die. Maybe I should take a knife and stab myself and bleed to death. I'm sure everyone is reading this right now. Well, to you guys who don't care about me, you can just kill me. I wouldn't care. Then again, that would take the fun out of killing. Oh well. So yeah. Sephex, THIS ISN'T A SUICIDE NOTE. I'm not commiting suicide, I'm just writing my thoughts down. I can't find another place to put them. If this were a suicide note, It'd be longer and way more depressing and I would say at the beggining, "SUICIDE NOTE." So really, stop worrying. If you really want to talk to me, you can always come home. I'm there most of the time. If you're mad, well then, EXCUUUUUUUUUUUSE ME for writing down my thoughts. It's a free country, you know. I still can't believe that people treat me like crap. Actually, I can. No one cares about that. No, wait, maybe I should just shut up now and stop annoying everyone before they get mad at me for saying this "Because I know better." Everyone gets depressed at least once in their lives and I'm sure that all of you have thought about suicide. You know it's true. Don't hide it. I'm sure all of you are telling me to shut up and get on with life. Yeah, yeah....I know. I should shut up. But can I get all of my feelings down? I think I can. So let me. Yeah. Anyways, I might get hit by a car and die. The driver would just keep on going and not care at all. Neither would the bystanders. This world sucks. I should leave this would and become happier. But I'll stay. For now.....So I can finish my act. Yes.....

Go enjoy your happy life and forget me.

One of em'!! *Leaves* One of them!!

.............I PICK ALL OF THEM!

Hmmmm....
Rock Paper Scissors...
Rock Scissors Paper...
Scissors Rock Paper...
Scissors Paper Rock...
Paper Scissors Rock...
Paper Rock Scissors...

Take your pick.

No, It's PAPER SCISSORS ROCK

Isnt it ROCK PAPER SCISSORS??

Pick paper!!! It always wins!!!