kikimm
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I had to go. I'm never paying one of them.

Did they come to you on your own, or did you pay to have them pat your leg?

There are like these balding guys with glasses who pat me on the leg (get your hand off) and say they can help me through it. Did your dad beat you? Were you bullied? It doesn't help. They don't help. It actually makes it worse.

It's good to know that I'm not the only crazy person who does this!

HAHA I do that. Kind of. Like one thing keeps bringing up another. And I'm like smurf it doesn't matter anymore. So I try to forget it but then something else comes up. And it's all in a cycle. Jesus christ I just want some sleep. Things I've said and done and nobody even cares about them are keeping me awake at night. It pisses me off.

Yeah, like last night. I really wish I could have turned my brain off last night, it was terrible. All of these like....smurfing weirdo past things kept popping up and I was thinking WHY am I even wasting my time thinking about this stuff now it's over. But nope. My brain apparently cannot rationalize.

Kicking about in your bed

They couldn't sleep for hours. That's how it would have been for me anyways.

Nervous laugh. They probably blew their brains out when they got home (well, in my imagination. They most likely just cried)

Hopefully they just laughed it off like you are supposed to.