FallenAngel411
is holding an ORB
gone fishing :3

I, in fact, wrote that with the intention of making numerous little pieces of people die Nah, its not a big deal, don't stress about it. I never go to EoEO forum for a reason, but I was bored so I randomly decided to post something there and noticed that thread. So why not post something extremely personal? Everyone else does. But yeah kinda stopped in recent years, so it alright. NO MORE FREAKING OUT ABOUT SELF-HARM IN BIANCA'S USERNOTES >:3 /endconsolationrant

I feel I have to depart from all the happy usernotes for a moment. I just noticed this; I've been reading the self harm thread extensively.

Originally Posted by FallenAngel411

When I'm really stressed out, I scrape my nails down my arms and every now and then make myself bleed...its a weird habit...sometimes I'll wake up from a nightmare with my arms clawed up, so I guess its somewhere deep in my subconcious. I don't really think about hurting myself when I do it, though. The burning feeling just makes me feel better, somehow. When I was younger and stuck with my bastard stepfather I would take kitchen knives to my inner thighs...that was pretty much me messing with death, trying to see how far I could go without hitting that artery and making it all end. I think the feeling that it could end with one little slip gave me a kind of high...well...I'm a sick person, whatever.

A little piece of me died when I read this.

There are better ways to deal with your feelings, and you can feel better in other ways. Besides, you're far too pretty to go hurting yourself.

I'll write it down in that case o_O

Dannon yogurt and skyy orange is a recipe for death.

It's been quiet around here lately. I've arrived to break the silence.

The mew like my head.

I have Bianca's theme song stuck in my head.

Look, our two avatars are right there together Bianca. Both characters with just that hint of a smile.

lol :3

You must have with that kind of response, archnemesis! :rolleyes2