Jess
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It's just one of those things...in the end I was satisfied, fulfilled. I felt like my lamp posting days had come to an end, and I was okay with that, you know?

I was a lamp post once

You will definitely have votes form me in the ciddies

Aw, that's a shame.

Yeah, a swimming pool! I've always lived in a hot climate place until last summer and so I always had a pool. I only swam like five times last year so this girl is READY.

I'm pretty good! THE POOL OPENS ON MONDAY AND THAT IS AMAZING

Anyways, how are you doing today?

Oh yeah, minor for sure. Like there are some people who it just breaks my heart hearing about their OCD, really. It's just like, I tell myself "The doors have been locked and closed since the last time you checked. It's fine." And I still check anyways. xD I mean, it could definitely be something worse, but it's still unpleasant. Another one of those things where it doesn't interrupt my life too negatively.

slight TMILike, do you REALLY think that I ENJOY picking my skin until I've got wounds (like, yeah, it's comforting when I'm sad or stressed but)? Do you really think that I like that my fingers look like they've gone through a grinder? I don't. It's absolutely as painful as it looks. Of COURSE I want to stop.

Luckily it hasn't spread too far past my fingers (I do get really into picking other things on my body sometime) so it's not interrupting my life too much. But it does hurt and looks bad.

Besides my skin picking, I've never really thought I had any other compulsions. But after your post, I do identify some. I get freaked out about losing stuff that's in my purse. I'll check to make sure everything is there when I leave. Then I'll check as I'm walking. Then I check once I get in my car. Then I'll check WHILE I'M DRIVING (I've almost gone off the roads of a few times). It's especially annoying in the car because while logically I know things are still there because I JUST checked it, I have to make sure.

I just always thought I was being anal about losing trout. xD

I think what's the most stupid about it is people are always like "Why don't you just stop?" Oh wow, why didn't I think of that? BECAUSE IF I COULD JUST STOP I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DOING THIS LITERALLY AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER.