noxious.sunshine
= Ultimecia

Okay.

Once again, I apologize for lashing out and bashing eoffers for not doing more. It was very very wrong of me, and I honestly do feel really awful about it. My brain wasn't functioning properly from lack of sleep, being ill, and some other things going on. It's not an excuse and it doesn't make it okay, but all I can say is I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart. And I hope y'all can forgive me, but I understand if not. Lesson learned: no more crowd funding attempts.

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Hurricane, might have to evacuate, blah blah blah.

I must say I'm a bit disappointed and sad that more people didn't help us with my cat. I really appreciate everything everyone has done with sharing and the few who donated. I actually stayed in tears in and off for awhile over just that little bit.

But, I guess I don't have as many friends as I kind of thought I did (let's not kid ourselves, we know the majority of y'all hate me anyway). & yes, I do understand

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I really don't expect anyone to donate or help.

And I really hate that we're even doing this- it makes me feel pretty selfish and trout (in spite of some friends encouraging us to do so)..

But, here it is:

https://gofund.me/8r4dyyqg


We really appreciate any and all help, if anyone does decide to donate (and this is the part where I -really- want to say "We'll pay you back, eventually")..

And of course, if anyone has

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I know .

I've talked about the concert to death.

But I still can't believe I got to see them.

X Japan is "that" band for me .. I've listened to their music religiously since 2001- when I was going through a really rough time in life and was being bullied nonstop..

I found their music and it just clicked. I fell in love. And I'd lock myself in my room and put their music on repeat and listen for hours. It was during the time when

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My nerves are now officially shot.

They want to process these applications and do a rental and credit check.

My credit is shot all to Hell. So is Jay's. Our roommate is the only person with good credit.

I have no idea if they'll accept our applications. I've been on the verge of tears for the last hour. If we don't get this apartment, we're pretty well screwed.

We can stay here in this apartment, but then there's the problem of the dog. Which

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