Jowy
is just a small-town girl
YOU BOYS LIKE MEXICO?!

shhh I want to finish this one

I'll get to it eventually!

I'm still in the middle of FFVII, though!

I did! I listened at work, though, and the volume wasn't really loud. I'll give them a go again at the proper volume.

okay! <3

eric is lamesauce and goes to bed early

Anyways like I said, I don't know where I'll be after next Friday. Who knows, and I guess i'm just tired. But have a good night, you probably need to relax.

When haven't they been worse and when is the better part

Yeah, the one option is cool but it's really not ideal and even Wayne now is beginning to see that. But what do we do. Anyways, I'm just saying it's not like a cry for help just. Well.

Eh it's ok, somehow it'll work out. We've had an offer to stay at someones house but...the conditions are less than ideal. We'll just have to wait and see. It couldn't come at a worse time with me in training and needing to concentrate on this class, my dad getting out of the hospital, etc. But I guess that's the way life rolls. As much as I hated or disliked it then, I really wish I could go back to 2003 and just live my life like that again. I almost feel like my life is coming to a close (not like in a suicidal way or anything) anyways, just a feeling I've had for a while. So whatever will be will be.

There's not much we can do at this point. You know how Wayne is, I mean really it's ultimately either just go with him or whatever. After 8 years I think it would be too weird for me, and I don't want to but I really would like to be close to my family. My dad is coming home from the hospital in 2 weeks after being in for a year. I just really can't have this all be happening right now. But I guess I don't have a choice. Anyways sorry if it sounded "harrass-y" earlier, but if I don't get a chance to see ya again well. Have a good one.