post the lyrics to a song that ussually represent your current state/state of mind.

Someone, please save us, us college kids.
What my parents told me, is what I did
They said, go to school and, be a college kid
But, in the end, I questioned why I did

I'm poor, I'm starving, I'm flat broke, I've got no cash to spend
Sell all my books to front row tickets to Dave Matthews Band
My girlfriend's at another school, I know this year will test her
I called, found out she had 3 other boyfriends last semester

And that's why I say, "Oh, no"
Not for me, not for me
Call it torture, call it un-iv-er-sity
Arts and Crafts is all I need
I'll take calligraphy and then I'll make a fake degree

80 grand later, I found out that all that I had learned
Is that you should show up to take your finals and your mid-terms
The party scene is kinda mean, I think it's sick and twisted
The navy showed up at my door, they claimed that I enlisted

And that's why I say, "Oh, no"
Not for me, not for me
Call it torture, call it un-iv-er-sity
Arts and Crafts is all I need
I'll take calligraphy and then I'll make a fake degree

Don't get excited, she'll say no without a doubt you see
And I've decided college girls just won't go out with me
They make me nervous and they always catch me off my guard
Like cell phone service, I drop out cuz' college is too hard

It's time to call my father
Cuz' its his alma mater
Good grades aren't what they seem
I think he knows the Dean

It's time to call my father
Cuz' its his alma mater
He says he's proud of me
But college always was his dream
And I would always say "It's not for me"

"Oh, no"
Not for me, not for me
Call it torture, call it un-iv-er-sity
Arts and Crafts is all I need
I'll take calligraphy and then I'll make a fake degree

Someone, please save us, us college kids
What my parents told me, is what I did
They said, go to school and, be a college kid
But, in the end, I questioned why I did

Do what will make you happy
Do what you feel is right
Only but one thing matters
Learn how to live your life

Do what will make God happy
Do what you feel is right
Only but one thing matters
Learn how to live your life

Not directly relateing to all things in this song, but yeah, most things.

Raining Blood
(Lyrics - Haneman, King, Music - Hanneman)

Trapped in purgatory
A lifeless object, alive
Awaiting reprisal
Death will be their acquisition

The sky is turning red
Return to power draws near
Fall into me, the sky's crimson tears
Abolish the rules made of stone

Pierced from below, souls of my treacherous past
Betrayed by many, now ornaments dripping above

Awaiting the hour of reprisal
Your time slips away

Raining blood
From a lacerated sky
Bleeding its horror
Creating my structure
Now I shall reign in blood!

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
A joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
And weighed down with words too overdramatic
Tonight it's "it cant get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I write them
I need them just to get by
We will own your thoughts
We'll own the songs stuck in your head
We'll leave you kicking and screaming so you can thank us in the end

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you love to lead
Dance this is the way they'd look
If they knew how misery loved me

into bed with me

You always fold just before you're found out
Drink up its last call
Last resort
But only the first mistake and I...

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I write them
I need them just to get by

Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (with love)

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you love to lead
Dance this is the way they'd look
If they knew how misery loved me

Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (with love)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance

:D

Imaginary, by Evanescence

I linger in the doorway
of alarm clocks screaming, monsters calling my name.
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story...

In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.


Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos, your reality.
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge,
The nightmare I built my own world to escape.

In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming,
Cannot sleep for the fear of silent nights.
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep, dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light.

In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.

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Love the song, and it captures my normal state of mind disturbingly well.

No one else is here
And I can't get, a sense of nothing
No one else gets high
And I can't sleep cause I got nothing
Feeling I am lost
Control to a higher force and

Music is my, my worrrrrld
No one else is here
And I can't get, a sense of nothing
No one else comes clean
And I can't sleep, cause I got nothing
Feeling I am lost
Control to a higher force and

Music is my, my worrrrrrld

Music is my, Music is my, Music is my

Thrice - In Years To Come

I want to take the bullet
The one aimed straight for your heart
I want to meet the wolves halfway
And let them tear me apart
But that's not the way they do it here

I want to lay on the tracks
Feel hot steel screaming at me
Expose the bones on my back
Let me show you what I mean

Yeah, it's a different kind of love
I want to climb barbed wire fences
And warm our hands in blood

And this is my gift
Asking you to fix
My ruined hands
And its a gift that keeps on giving
And its a gift that keeps on giving
And its a gift that keeps on giving
And right now its all I have to give

I want to lay on the tracks
Feel hot steel screaming at me
Expose the bones on my back
Let me show you what I mean

I want to lay on the tracks
Feel hot steel screaming at me
Expose the bones on my back
Let me show you what I mean

I want to write the perfect song
And play it just for you
While you are tangled up in sleep
I need you more than I'll ever know
Until I stop breathing
My lungs will take you for granted


How I feel about the one I admire from afar. :love:

John Lennon - Watching the Wheels


People say I'm Crazy. Doing what I'm doing
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin
When I say that I'm o.k. they look at me kind of strange
Surely you're not happy now you no longer play the game

People say I'm lazy. Dreaming my life away
Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me
When I tell them that I'm doing fine watching shadows on the wall
Don't you miss the big time boy you're no longer on the ball?

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go

People asking questions, lost in confusion
Well I tell them there's no problem, only solutions
Well they shake their heads and look at me as if I've lost my mind
I tell them there's no hurry...
I'm just sitting here doing time

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go

Bullet For My Valentine - All these things I hate revolve around me
once more ill say goodbye to you
things happen but we dont really know why
if its supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah
torn apart at the seems and my dreams turn to tears
im not feeling this situation
run away try to find that safe place you cant hide
its the best place to be when your feeling like
me yeah
all these things i hate revolve around me
me yeah
just back up before i snap

once more you tell those lies to me
why cant you just be straight up with honesty
when you say those things in my ear
why do you always tell me what you wanna hear
oh yeah

where your heart on your sleeve make things hard to belive
im not feeling this situation
run away try to find that safe place you cant hide

its the best place to be when your feeling like
me yeah
all these things i hate revolve around me
me yeah
just back up before i snap and you'll see me
all these things i hate revolve around me
me yeah
just back up before i snap

torn apart at the seems and my dreams turn to tears
im not feeling this situation
run away try to find that safe place you cant hide
its the best place to be when your feeling like
me

its the best place to be when your me
me yeah
all these things i hate revolve around me
me yeah
just back up before i snap and you see me
all these things i hate revolve around me
me yeah
just back up before i snap

Trivium - Dying in your arms

I'm wearing thin wearing out becoming weak
Holding hands with this rope she's my self-destructive
Bleeding disease the things that makes it hard to breathe
But if I shoved you far away
This addict just starved again asphyxiated

(Chorus)
And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring me
This is my dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free

Lynched high above what used to be
In her gallows built for me
So I escaped cut this noose around my
Neck I break free to see the things you blinded me
And I shoved you far away
Now I live the life I dreamed of
You're dead to me

Chorusx2

You poisoned my life
So I take this knife
And I cut you out
Cut you out

Chorusx2

there are two right now....

Believe Me - Fort Minor
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else's around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

[bridge]

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen to me
You're on your own now believe me



The Hard Way- Fort Minor

Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently stay in
You can take a look around and tell me if I’m mistaken
You can even talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody’s so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now their actin’ so different
I’m still the same person why doesn’t anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

[chorus]
Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently live in
Not a thing is forgotten, not a thing is forgiven
Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but
Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so
What do you do when somebody lets you down
And you wanna say something but you can’t cause their not around
Inside you think they know the extent of the pain
But they won’t even admit that they were the one to blame
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Cause right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

[chorus]

Voices in my head

Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope, give me one reason not to

[chorus]



Let's just say, someone I cared about deeply let me down recently

THE JACKEL

Blue Shoes

These blue shoes seem to suit me well,
When I feel like hell,
As I do now that you're gone
Lost and lonely since you stopped caring,
I've been wearing my new shoes.
I've been wearing my blue shoes.

You and I made the perfect pair,
It don't seem fair,
I loved you more than you know.
Sorry I'm such a sorry state,
But while I wait for some good news,
I'll be wearing my blue shoes.

Don't feel like walking strong,
Shufflin' along on my way home.
Trudgin' down that shopping street,
Where we used to meet.
But I ain't buying.
I'm wearing my blue shoes and crying.

These blue shoes seem to suit my soul,
Since you shot that hole.
Since you shot that hole in my heart
And if I wind up on the sidewalk bleeding
I won't be needing my new shoes
Won't be needing my blue shoes.

These blue shoes seem to suit me well
When I feel like hell,
As I do now that you're gone
Lost and lonely since you stopped caring
I've been wearing my new shoes
I've been wearing my blue shoes

Well, there's been of a couple of episodes between myself and some other members here. Basically trashing me for no reason both here and in the chat, anyways, here's my entry:

I'm full of good intentions
Like I never was before
It's too late for prevention
But I don't think it's too late for the cure
So you call in your minions
And see what you can find
Night time or morning
These hands are sticky but I don't mind

Why must you always be around?
Why can't you just leave it be?
It's done nothing so far but destroy my life
You cause as much sorrow dead
As you did when you were alive

I never said I was tough
That was everyone else
So you're a fool to attack me
For the image that you built yourself
Just sounds more vicious
Than I actually mean
I really am soft
Yes, I'm tender and sweet

Why must you always be around?
Why can't you just leave it be?
You've done nothing so far but destroy my life
You cause as much sorrow dead
As you did when you were alive

Why must you always ask me?
Why can't you just leave me be?
You've done nothing so far but destroy my life
You cause as much sorrow dead
As you did when you were alive

at the moment fade to black from metallica

Life it seems, will fade away,
Drifting further everyday.
Getting lost within myself,
Nothing matters no one else.
I have lost the will to live,
Simply nothing more to give.
There is nothing more for me,
Need the end to set me free.

Things are not they used to be,
Missing one inside of me.
Deathly lost this can't be real,
Can't stand this hell I feel.
Emptiness is filling me,
To the point of agony.
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me, can save myself but it's too late
Now I can think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

im just so darn depressed lately but mostley there are other songs but this one just at the moment