Talk.

I really hate this time of year. Really, it is a major snow storm, and people wanna go shopping it kills me. We're a consumerist nation, and it really is ridiculous. Let's not even mention how this is supposed to be a cheery time of year, and it is as if peoples ignorance and stupidity just magnifies with their selfishness and greed. I hate people.

Just finished first semester of college. You know, people have been telling me contradictory things; that the first semester is the hardest or that it's the easiest. Frankly, they're all idiots, because the semester was piss easy, and that I don't plan on having my GPA dwindle to some pathetic speck of death. But, who knows? It doesn't matter.

What matters is that I can feel my smurfing hands again. That was a miserable game, and boring at that. C'mon Eagles, can you try to be less of an incompetent bunch of stupid dweebs that drop passes and score a damn touchdown? 3-10? Seriously? Against the team that lost to the Bengals? Can not be smurfing serious. But, it's nice to know that the Redskins fan is still willing to text me "HAHAHAHAHAHA" after hoisting myself on a petard and declaring that the Eagles would definitely win. She's happy. Which makes it the worst thing in the world, because if other people are happy, that makes me unhappy. What's worse, is that the defense did their job. Why can't the offense?

Six hours with the bloody wind blowing your face and the temperature dropping is a bit of a nightmare, but it was okay. Because I had hot chocolate. But, ohh wait, the damn thing wasn't hot at all! Nice. Calling Diff EQ girl tomorrow. This is a good thing. Downloading more music based on suggestions. Should be a good thing, especially with that new iPod I'm getting. Once I figure out which music manager is the best, I'll never have to pay a bloody cent to music. Screw DRM-locked files. They suck at their job, and I'm a walking meritocracy. Only the good things should exist. On the next note, Monda told me to do a couple of favors, and I did them. I should invest in chocolate casing and strawberries, one day. I don't know why, but I was reminded of its deliciousness while eating a pack of Starburst at the game. How anyone can dislike those things is beyond me. Stupid pricks. There's no disliking a Starburst flavor; there's only preferring ones to others.

Jitan keeps killing me in Median. Stupid Diablo II. Don't get in my way of domination and destruction. I don't want to have to build a Barbarian; that would just plain break the game. It's not fair, really. But while I'm busy squandering my break time, I'll be doing work on the frontsite. Sweet! And yet this is in the "negative" paragraph? By all rights, it should be, actually. It's not like I have loads of money anymore, but, whatever. $30 + $15 for Re:CoM and the strategy guide shouldn't be so bad, right? It's at least an experience I could potentially enjoy. That and the Wii games I bought more than a year ago and have not touched. A whole month of doing nothing. And then after that, I get to wake up for an 8 AM class three out of five days of the week. Bloody smurfing awesome, and I think I would kill myself if it weren't for finishing by 1 PM every day.

Facebook is an interesting tool. That is all.

I'm kinda annoyed at apple's paranoia right now. I uninstalled iLife when I got my mac then again when I upgraded to Leopard, and atm my Tiger and Leopard disks are *both* at school, safely out of reach until January, so I can't really install any software off them that I am legally entitled to, and they make it impossible to download the programs off their website because idk they can't code something that checks your serial number or something. Lame? lame.

so anyways, I'm going third party to organize my photos and instead of arting it up creatively because I was able to find a doll base that suited my purpose, I'm racking my brains to pirate

Once they over changed me at a store. I didnt point it out to them. It haunts me to this day. Now that you know, I must kill you all.

I am playing questions with Huxley (we take turn asking questions we've never asked each other before), while listening to my favorite song on repeat. I spent most of today watching Sex and the City.

I'm waiting on my first semester GPA! I wonder if they'll post it tomorrow, almost before Christmas, or after it. I ended up getting 3.8, I think. A 3.6 if I didn't do as well as I planned on my English final. Hopefully, a 3.8, because next semester should be easy because all of the classes are things I'm interested in and they're all the basic take notes and memorize, which is my thing. If I finish this year with a 3.8, I'll get a scholarship to just about any college I want to transfer to within reason, because next year when I study abroad in England, none of my classes count toward my GPA, so as long as I pass, I just get credit, so I basically carry my 3.8 GPA and study abroad credit to when I transfer my junior year. Hee!

I am optimistic and excited for Christmas. There are so many presents for me under the tree, I didn't even know I'd be getting them! I only asked for a few presents, most of them I got in advanced (Bare Minerals foundation kit - $60 wasted imho), so I only expected to be getting my new camera and my Tiffany bracelet.

I am happy that I've not ballooned in weight yet since I've returned home.

I really hate almost everything in my life right now. That's not true. Just enough things so that it seems like too many. I wish I could be born again, or just be someone else. But I don't really want to be anyone, either. Everyone is pretty miserable. I wish I had direction.

I'm really mad because I hate to take my stupid ass cartilage piercing out because it got a huge bump in the back between my stupid judgement of getting it pierced with a gun and trying to switch the earring too fast and using a twisty that was too thick. Ughhhhhhhh.

I just tidied my room and found £4.76 in coins. :up:

I've recently developed a hippy mentality without all the fun mind-altering substances. I rather like my mind the way it is, and don't particularly want to know what it's like altered, thanks.

But yeah, smiling is a lot of fun.

Also, I've seemed to have come back to EoFF in time for me to give myself a custom title. Not that I have any idea what I want it to be.

PS: I read/skimmed all the posts above mine. *hugs* to those who need it, and those who don't but feel like one anyway. ^_^

Have spent the last five days in New Brunswick with my parents. Mostly boring and uneventful. Finished Prince of Persia, gotta go back and collect all the light seeds now. Get more trophies as well. Trying to finish Assassin's Creed at the moment though my parents have usurped the living room as well as the TV. :/

I visited my grandma, that was nice.

Despite the boringness, I feel a lot more refresh than I have in ages. It is nice to be back home. It is soothing despite the fact that sometimes I want to tell my parents to realize that I am no longer 5.

Moping about boys and being incredibly horny as well. Not a good combination. x-x;

In the last bit, I have the sudden urge to play Ragnarök Online again. Downloading it. (P.S. I'll take any suggestions for a server, though I have found on that seems cool, would not mind another suggestion). Oh, and I trying to get back into text-based roleplaying on this forum I used to frequent a lot.

THOS BISHES AtE MY COOkIEs .

I peeled back some of my thumb nail today. That sucked.

Christmas is almost here, and this is the 1st year I got all my shopping done before Christmas Eve.

I'm gonna keep growing my hair out until my work yells at me. smurf the man!

Well with Psychotic naming a dwarf after me and it turning out to be a crazed woman who charged out and faced an attack alone and won, I have to admit I'm proud of my dwarf self there.

I'm also currently unhappy about one minor detail in my life, being a self confessed sex addict or rather as I put it "I am a man what do you expect?" I am grumpy and my balls are blue because I have been without my girlfriend for over a week now. The downside of this is that I work with and around lots of beautiful women :( The temptation is surely there, if I didn't work 7 days a week I don't know what I'd have done. I doubt there would be any other time I am happy to be over worked and under paid and not getting laid. I do love my girlfriend but I am weak when it comes to women and can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.

I'm happy however because I've got Fallout 3 for xmas and have been doing various ideas, though my current build feels too weak even for me a veteran Fallout player who knows what he is doing. I took over a day to clear the land from the Vault 101 to Megaton purely because I couldn't move faster than a stealth crawl due to carrying stuff. In fact I haven't sold anything yet I need to do that.

I'm also happy my passport should finally get resolved soon meaning I will be able to travel around the world and perhaps get some EoFF people time in. I have an interview later today at 10:45 am and have to confirm who the hell I am basically.

I'm also damn hungry so I'm going to go see if I have anything to snack on and then sleep.

Dear [strike]LJ[/strike] Talk thread,

I don't get to go home for the holidays, this is unpleasant. I have not seen my parents since last Christmas, and I know they are itching to see me. I haven't really left the house that much this year, my gallbladder surgery and a string of other things leading up to a point in March has made it impossible to get through the day without feeling panic and or anxiety. I really don't know how to get back to normal.

I'm also gaining weight, which is unpleasant but must be done. This is because I have started eating 3 times a day which is a difference from 1. It feels good being able to eat again.

Well I'd better go, thanks for listening talk thread.

Love,

Scott

Mood: Rap
Music: None