I become a rude and obnoxious delusional thug. I piss everybody off. I fight and most times lose. I get hit by cars, sometimes purposely. I throw up if I've been drinking for more than a day straight and I remember to actually eat something. I forget everything and wind up spending days hungover and trying to piece together what's transpired from the accounts of those who will still speak to me.
That said... 8 days without a drink and counting, I'm determined and doing well.