Are You Ashamed?

I'm definitely not ashamed at all.

Hmm... I'm totally comfortable with most of my friends. My close ones anyway. I hang out with a lot of girls..... I do act differently if I need to though. Like at a solemn occation....

Nah, my friends know I'm a nerd. Nothing wrong with that. That's not to say that I talk about everything with all of my friends. I don't have any friends that have all of the same interests as I do.

My mates and family know what I do, computer games and anime, etc. Its cool cause they ask my opinions on games, manga, anime and it feels great helping them.

I act completely different at home to how I act at school. Its not as pronounced as I was when I was little but it's still there. I was borderline nuts as a child.

'Hey guys guess what I touch myself at night'

I don't like to be generalized by things that I wouldn't say generalize me very well. If someone were to say 'this is rubah, she plays videogames' I would be rather uncomfortable, because I don't that much really. If you were to say 'this is rubah, she is a total IRC addict' I would be more comfortable because that is completely true.

the same idea goes for 'this is rubah, she draws naked people'. While I have drawn naked people a time or two, I wouldn't say that was the mean of my work. 'This is rubah, she draws stuff' would be more accurate and relate the varied subjects of my composition.

'this is rubah, she thinks about sex all the time' would be more true than the other two, but it's not *necessarily* true. and it would be embarassing to admit.

"This is roto. He's watching you"

I'm not that ashamed of myself. I'm only ashamed of my bad traits. (Turning bloody red in front of pretty girls that talk to me, mumbling when I talk, not being able to stand up for my beliefs)

I'm not ashamed of the fact that I play video games or do other "nerdy" stuff, but I am ashamed of other things about myself. ;P But pfft I could care less about THAT crap. My friends play video games and read and do all the things I do too. That's part of the reason why we're friends!

i keep my internet life and two real-life social lives separate. i guess you could say that then, yes.

I can't even say I've ever considered hiding who I am. The only aspect of my life I hide is my sex life, and that's mostly just from my parents.

Let's just say that none of my real life friends knows that I'm a member of a Final Fantasy fan site.

Deseo ser mismo. In english, that means "I want to be myself." It was the quote of the day in my spanish class. Well, I do want to be myself. The problem is, most of the things I do...other girls don't do. Outside....I play video games, spend hours on the computer, not type like "OMG!!!!!!!" Every five seconds. I don't have horrible typing skills. Oh, and I don't care about how I really look, I don't wear makeup(KILL MAKEUP! DIE!), I hate reality TV, I never keep up with trends. Yeah, I kinda try to act like I like these things at school so I don't get hit with rocks. Well, not hit with rocks, but the REALLY SARCASTIC comments about how great I look. Those get really annoying after a while. I also try to be invisible! Although it's not working. I can't hide from the world. :/ Anyway, in school, I try to be invisible, if I'm spotted, I try to be in-ish. Outside....LOOK OUT! ^_^

I only ever bring it up when I'm making fun of myself.