the clutches of defeat

I piss and moan for abit, but then get over it cause if it was meant to be it would of happened.

I type with poor grammar.

You must have the worst luck ever, then.

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Originally Posted by Triple T

I've... always had a weird habbit of eating crackers when I lose something. o_O

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Query: What happens when you lose your crackers?

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Originally Posted by Baloki

Lock it up, force myself to smile and keep on going, its better just to ignore it and put it behind you, even if that entails locking up the feelings you had, but thats my way. The only problem is it can get too much for you sometimes and you just lose all composure and get really depressed and easyly upset. I had that recently but I think I'm getting better now.

...doh this isn't my LJ *runs*

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That's what I did most of my life until about 3 weeks ago. I've finally figured out I need to talk to people about stuff instead of acting liek nothing happend all the time or just keeping it all inside.

Abandoned...

only during fantasy season, del.

It depends. If it's just a thing, I just walk away. No big. But if I really had my heart set, put a lot of effort into it, I feel like crap. Simple as that.

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Originally Posted by Baloki

Lock it up, force myself to smile and keep on going, its better just to ignore it and put it behind you, even if that entails locking up the feelings you had, but thats my way. The only problem is it can get too much for you sometimes and you just lose all composure and get really depressed and easyly upset. I had that recently but I think I'm getting better now.

...doh this isn't my LJ *runs*

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-pounce and traps- Yup. That sounds like me. I appear rather perky all the damn time but I'm not. O_o And I appear rather damn moody and pathetic in my LJ but I'm not. IRL I deal with my emotions by sucking it up and not showing any weakness to anyone except when I talk to Myles. I let it all out there so I don't break down as much as I used to.

. . . Ritz crackes and canned cheese makes me feel better though. -big, goofy grin-

I hear ya. I put on a brave face, like everythings hunky dory. In reality, there are times when I wanna scream 'til I'm blue in the face in light of the injustices (real or percieved) I face so regularly.