That's really depressing :(
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And that explains why you're such an empty shell of a man :(
I had a dream that my ex confronted me and told me she had a boyfriend. I didn't cry.
My ex came down from Canada last Saturday and I talked to her on the phone on Sunday night. When we hung up, memories stirred of all the past conversations we'd had that ended in "I love you." Not tonight though. I was so strongly tempted to say it and left with the realization that neither of us did, I cried like a little girl. I shed a single tear in each eye and my face turned red. It made it easier that I was lying on my back. Better for flow. But it didn't last. It was enough, I'd say, though.
I hung out with her down in Con, day after Labor, and I committed harakiri for her viewing pleasure. (i.e. I spilt my guts about all of my pent up emotional crap she really didn't need to hear because I'm selfish like that.) She's certain we'll remain friends forever. The thought of that makes me sick. I mean it makes me happy... but it also makes me angry. The conflict makes me sick.
When I get angry, I get upset. It's incredibly infuriating. I end up not being able to get my argument across from filling up, very very annoying. The last time I cried, and it was only a few tears, was after my last 'break-up' because he, ah I don't really want to get into it, but he hurt me.
Im not gonna lie, totally filled up at the end of Gran Torino. Tears were flowing down my cheeks!
All honesty, I thought I would've cried at the pain of popping my thumb back in to place. It hurt like hell but I didn't it's weird, I don't remember when I last cried in sheer pain. I didn't cry with the pain of my shattered jaw, broken kneecap, fractured elbow, cracked ribs, dislocated shoulder blade, cuts taken....I must've still been in high school around year 8 or 9!
I usually cry during a movie and sometimes when I yawn my eyes water up for no reason. Usually I get more angry than sad at real life issues so i dont really cry there.
I very rarely make any audible noise as a result of crying, its usually just tears.
When I get upset, my eyes go through the tearing motions. It never gets to the point of crying though.
Now, put in the same scenario when intoxicated?
I used to cry every weekend, having "those deep, drunken arguments" with a few friends.
I've only cried a few times sober.
I'm watching Breaking Bad right now and stupid last episode I watched made my eyes tingle. Dammit.