clean....as you may have guessed, i live in a very clean apartment
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clean....as you may have guessed, i live in a very clean apartment
i draw and listen to loud music.
i kick my dog...yeah, then she thinks we're playing
I just beat my sofa and next day Im happy again. =D
I would go to sleep the moment someone angers me,whether I have an exam the next day or not...
I either take a nice relaxing nap or listen to my ipod. My ipod has a way with making me happy instantly :D
I tend to yell at my family. I hate doing it and I apologise quickly if I do snap at them. I calm down by just breathing and focusing on something, like the TV or a book.
I go into a blind rage and start punching things. I was so angry one time that I took a cardboard cylinder and put a huge gash in my wooden deck with it.
Being angry is the only time I cry. I never cry when Im hurt, or anything like that, but when Im angry.
Anger is just an emotion too strong for me to handle.
also, if i feel really mad, i resort to an enstinctual level and feel like biting things, not only that, but i start pouncing on pople and holding them down while i do it.
usually, i come to my sences after a second, just before i do real damage, but sometimes, the taste that i love so much is the thing that brings my guilt. i love the taste of blood, but only when it's human.
my father was right to name me Alucard. yes, i know that i'm sick, but what did you expect from a man named Alucard that has the nickname of 'Stalker'.
I'm dangerous when I'm in a bad mood, I tend to throw things, anything I'm holding at the time.
Note to self, must quit smoking before I set fire to something after throwing lit ciggerette.
I read Bash.org quotes. It has never failed to cheer me up. :tongue:
Hehe I like when people talk in 3rd person. I pretty much just wallow and wait for it to go. Maybe drink more tea. If I feel bad I usually can't just cheer up through things but rather just prefer to feel bad then feel happy tomorrow. Makes sense to me anyway.