You are not a horrible and/or awful person
You're not as bad as you think you are, you are not the worst example of human existance, you have redeeming features.
Everyone has redeeming features, at least something that's good about them, just most people seem to be obsessed with a lack of self-esteem and putting themselves down, though the latter is usually a defence mechanism, put yourself down first so others won't do it later.
You have a redeeming feature, even if it's just one, so post it here then.
when i smash guitar on igh street i drink brack starrion!
While it is true that I know nothing about downloading/burning music, I have excellent taste in it, and most things. Plus, I can save the rainforest whilst depleting it by drinking coffee at the same time. Neat huh?
*dance off*