Letting go! As cliche as it is. Getting too excited/happy about things that might not happen also scares me so that's why I'm kinda pessimistic about some stuff.

And spiders. I don't know what the smurf is wrong with me, but for the pst week or so, I keep seeing these black things out of the corners of my eye that look like spiders. It happens so much. Very annoying. LEAVE ME ALONE.

And the idea of forever.