Have you ever lost a friend?

[MikeL Valentine]

There's nothing wrong if someone cries cause they lost someone dear to them. Crying is there for a reason and I don't know why people say "I never cried before" or in your case "I don't remember how crying is" why would you be proud with that?. Crying is part of expressing your feelings and emotions. My apologies, but this is not a matter of prides.

I don't feel proud that I don't cry, I feel stronger, even if sometimes I really need to I just can't because if I do I make others feel sorry for me and that's something I don't want.