This is exactly how I see it and this is why I call myself agnostic. I'm sort of at the point of my where religion doesn't matter to me and I spent 14 years worrying about sinning while I was Catholic, I sort of need to get away from those beliefs, it only made me paranoid about death. I believe that maybe someday something might make me believe in a god of some sort again, but if I want to believe in something, I don't want to believe out of fear. And who knows? Maybe I'll finally convince myself that there is no god.