Now I'm wondering whether Jojo just lets on she's a weirdo...

I once told myself the only way I would do anything truly bad would be to get a payoff enough to survive on my own. Like I would steal 5 grand to pay off my visa debt (since paid off through normal means)

Since now I have most of my debt paid off (except car), I guess it would require me to have about half a million dollars so I can retire AND survive AND have enough money to survive inflation. Ugh...