The realization that one's metabolism is slowing down.

[Rye]

So like, I was an extremely twiggy and skinny kid who ate McDonalds every day without gaining and ounce and was tall for my age. The doctor said that based on my bone structure when I was a kid, I should be really tall (5'9" at least) and skinny, like a runway model.

Biggest irony ever, take notes Alanis:

Now I'm really short and chubby (imo, I dunno, 124-130ish pounds at 5'0" = a fat level that I cannot abide by for myself, considering my fantasy of being a cute tiny asian school girl with a bit of Italian blood, like Namie Amuro, I kind of disgust myself looking in the mirror?) and can't even look at food without gaining weight, which causes a good amount of self-consciousness, self-loathing and depression whenever I give my body a good look in the mirror or look down at my tummy and causes me to fish for compliments from my boyfriend every 5 minutes. Yay!

*spews depression and insecurity all over EoFF*